stop me if you heard this one before [female joker x reader]

partner in crime

A label. something to call another thing besides calling it an object. is that all i was supposed to be. i look down like if i was sick and trying to control my self from vomiting as much as i wanted to anyway. but i don't know if i could knowing what i do. joker comes up to me and places a hand on my cheek.

Joker: don't feel bad Y/n not every one gets the happy ending some people have to take the hard roads so they could help the others

i took a step back trying to get some grip on what is going on right now. i feel like i am losing it like crazy. but yet again i think that's what i was...made for. i hold my head trying to figure out what to do with thoughts coursing thro my skull. 

Y/n: IS THIS ALL I WAS MADE FOR SOME LAUGHS SOME FUCKED UP GAMES BUT NOTHING GOOD TO ME I NEVER WANTED THIS I JUST WANTED TO GET BY DAY BY DAY NOT THIS BULL CRAP WHY AM I THE ONE TO BE DOING THIS I JUST WANTED TO LIVE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON WHY.....WH-.....

i fall to my knees trying to stop my self from crying i am not weak but i try not to show emotion but its hard. my forced laugh comes out from my sickness as i am crying i can't help it. everything hurts why can't i feel anything why does it feel like my body is under water and heavy. my throat is dry and i want to hit something or someone anything i just want to go some where, where i can all home. i feel a hand on my chin making me look up seeing her. she does not have a happy or crazy look...just a soft one...a...caring one. i wanted to understand why this was happening. my laugh started to calm down so i was just crying now...i felt like a fool or stupid both works for me.

she starts to get to my level and look me in the eye. she was trying to something. i wanted to hit, fight, run, anything something could work. but then something that got me once more.

she had her lips on mine. but this time i did nothing i just joined in. i felt nice and worm. i felt no pain but i did feel happy more than i have in a long time. i felt so happy i did not want to stop but we both needed air. i said nothing as she looked at me with that smile of hers. she got up and offered me her hand.

i did not want to take it at first but what was i going to do. took her hand and she started to walk back outside. there was a car waiting for us. but before we got in she told me to put on a blindfold. i did not resist and did as told she helped me into the back of the car. i know this because she said.

Joker: driver go 

it felt like a long car ride. i was starting to get a little sleepy in the car after a little bit.

Joker: aww we don't want you to past out just yet.

i felt her start to sit on my lap. this not lonely woke me up but made me blush. i felt her lips on my once more so i joined in. we let go for air but then she went for the neck. i was nothing but a blushing mess. after a little we got there and i was told to keep my blindfold on. i felt old boards as i was walking to such place but i was not sure where. we made it outside as i feel the cold air on my skin. i was told i could take it off and so i did. i looked around and saw an old kids roller coaster ride. ( from batman the enemy within tattletale ) 

Joker: look at that city all of that could be ours if you just ask this once question my love

Y/n: ???umm ok then what 

she got on one knee looking at me with a box in hand looking like every man ever.

joker: will you be my partner in crime

i thought something like this could happen but not to me. i wanted to live but i have very little control over a lot of things but this...this may be how i changed that. 

Y/n:....YES

i am sorry for the short chapter but i hope you enjoyed and i will be working more on the yandere chara but hope you liked and until next time