TOP GUN: BACK TO MY ROOTS

DAD!?

••there will be light smut••
(but not really)
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at first i pulled back
"i'm sorry i shouldn't have-
but i cut him off kissing him again
he kissed me back  as he put his hand behind my head i moved my body over his so i was startling him and started slowly grinding on him
he moved his face lower so he was kissing my neck making me hum in pleasure, he left a mark lower near my collar bone, he placed a hand on my waist and played moth the hem of my shirt
"wait, jake wait"
"i'm sorry did i do something wrong?"
he had worry only his voice
"no it's just, we'll you know how i am with sex" i didn't want to say it out loud but he knew
"you mean the fact that your a virgin" he said it mater of factly, it wasn't a secret between us and i knew he wasn't trying to make me feel bad, but for me, it was kinda embarrassing, i mean if i wanted to lose my virginity i easily could, i had pilots throwing themselves at me in the bar every night i worked, i could loose it to jake easily, right now or any other time
"i'm sorry"
"you don't need to be sorry, your my best friend, i respect you and your boundaries, always"
this, this is why jake was my best friend, that and he once punched a guy who smacked my ass in the bar, luckily penny didn't ban the man forever
"you wanna cuddle?" he asked as he moved hair out of my face
"yeah" i was still straddling him so i let all of my weight push him back, making him let out a small yell
we got ourselves under the covers and he wrapped his arms around me so i was little spoon
"you have an alarm set for tomorrow?"
i groaned
"don't remind me"
"i thought you loved medical stuff"
"i do but there's a lot of shit going on with it right now"
"well you know i'm always here to talk"
i wanted to tell jake, tell him about Bradley, about dad, i was going to just not now, i mean what was i even supposed to say 'hey by the way my dad is your top gun instructor mr.old and crazy maverick' i just needed time.
unfortunately the universe seemed to disagree with me
"hey kid just wanted to let you know i was home what the-"
it was dad
i jumped outta bed jake sat up
"okay this is NOT what it looks like"
they just stared at each other
"no no it's okay, your an adult, although i am concerned for your taste in men" das was still staring at jake
"what no" i turned to look at jake who had the most confused expresión on his face
"uhm, hey fawkes you wanna explain why maverick is in your house"
he finally turned to look at me
i sighed "okay, jake meet pete mitchel my dad, dad meet jake seresin, my best friend"
they both just stared at me
"your what"
"my dad"
"since when"
"about nineteen years ago"
he looked at me then the ground then at me again
and then dad with wide eyes
"i didn't sleep with her!" he pointed at me
dad said nothing and just stared at him
he looked at me "yeah i believe that, standards"
jake gave him a sideways frown
"what is the likely hood of us all just going to bed and forgetting this happened"
"high" me and jake said at the same time
"can i speak to you outside kid"
we walked outside
"i'm sorry, i shouldn't keep stuff from you i know"
"no no it's okay your an adult and i understand, definitely should have texted or at least knocked first" we both laughed "does he know about bradley?"
i let out a breath "no, no one does"
"okay, well don't do anything i would do"
"oh god no, never" he chuckled
"good night kiddo love you"
"love you too dad"

i walked back into my room and saw jake sitting on the side of the bed
"hey, are you alright?"
"yeah i guess so, i mean i never asked, i knew your mom died, but.. why didn't you tell me"
i explained my whole schpiel about how i didn't want to be seen in his shadow and i didn't want people judging me based off of his bad behavior
"yeah that's valid, i would have never guessed you were mavericks kid" we both laughed
"is that what's been bothering you? working with your dad and no one knowing?"
"yeah mostly"
but that wasn't true, what bugged me was that people did know, bradley knew, and it's the fact that no one knew bradley knew that was bugging me
"hey, this doesn't change anything between us you know that right" he put his hand on my shoulder
"what, the fact we almost fucked,  or that my dad is maverick?" i giggled
"hmm both"
heated back down next to me and snuggled into my neck
"thank you for being someone i can snuggle with platonically"
i laughed "goodnight jake, you have a big day tomorrow"
i said hinting at the fact that i knew the plan and he didn't
he groaned into my shoulder "i hate you, go to bed"
and so i did