May 27
Dear Diary,
I'm in pain...I don't know why I'm still in love with Damien. He hurt me but whenever I look at him, there are feelings buried deep underneath my skin. I can't look at him the same way but some part of me wants to.
He's been spreading rumors around school, telling everyone that I seduced him and forced myself on him.
Now, people are looking at me like I'm a disgusting animal. They've been leaving hate comments all over social media like, "Ew she's a slut." or, "She's pathetic. Why can't she see that no one wants to be with her?" Sometimes they even trash my locker, by leaving whipped cream all over my clothes or drenching my book pages in soy sauce.
I know I shouldn't let this get to me but it's hard. It's really hard.
I just need someone to hug me and tell me that everything will be alright. I need someone to wipe away my tears and give me a shoulder to cry on. I guess I should stop complaining and being so needy.
Yours Truly,
Ella
