Uncertainty // z.m.

Thirteen

__________________ 23.11.13 SAT, London

Dear friend,

I do not know why Jared has my phone number, but he does. He called me the following day to ask me why I declined the offer to work for him and I didn't know what to answer to that. Obviously Zayn decided I shouldn't be involved in this issue anymore and told Jared on my behalf that I wouldn't participate. I'm not sure if I'm happy about this decision or not... I want to have as little to do with that kind of jobs as possible, but I fear that Zayn will expect something in return.

It's scary to know that he is able to destroy my life with a flip of his finger, but yet he doesn't do anything when I scream or yell at him. Does he wait and wait until he has enough things against me to attack? Because I feel like that will happen sooner or later.

I'm not sure how to feel about that, but I think it's best to try to be a little more cautious in his presence. I shouldn't forget of the amount of power he has over my life. Even if I do not have many friends or family around me, he could still inflict a lot of harm to those few I love dearly and I will not risk that at any cost.

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Sorry for the long wait and that it's rather short, but I haven't had the time to upload until now :) Do you like the new cover? Tell me in a comment :)