Third Personal Video

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The camera opens up to Phoenix standing in the middle of a burned and broken wood floor. The walls of a burned building around her all broken and teared. Then she opened her mouth and began to sing.
"I get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
get overwhelmed
In my mind
Late at night
Overthinking everything in my life
Just wondering if I'm doing anything right
All these demons inside
Start to really come a live, oh my I get anxious and I don't know why 1 can hear my dreams calling me
But all these doubts are haunting me
Oh, why's it always right before I fall asleep that
1 get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
1get over Well, well, well
Would you look at that
Another person telling me that I should just relax
"Calm down and take it easy everything will be okay"
Yeah sure, 'cause that's what they all say
But, oh, my mind
Isn't really my friend sometimes
I can hear my dreams calling me
But all these doubts are haunting me
Oh, why's it always right before I fall asleep that
I get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
I get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
1 get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
I get overwhelmed" She took a deep breath and coughed a bit.
"I just thought I'd start with the song this time." She was wearing a teeshirt that showed her cut arms. She flinched when she moved.
"I have my idea set. I am going to make myself more powerful than the Avengers. I've been experimenting on myself with powerful substances. I think I'm about to find something I can use." She swayed then collapsing on the ground she caught herself. On her hands and knees she tried to stand up but just fell back down.
"I'm sorry" she said panting and giving up by just sitting on the floor.
"I haven't had many good symptoms yet. But if I die at least I tried." Then she stood up shakily and turned off the camera.

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