The Letter

First Personal Video

The video turns on and shows Phoenix sitting on a burned couch.
"Hey." She took a deep breath.
"I am making this video because I want to have my own journal of what's happening and I'm writing a song for each one because that's what I do best. " Tears started to roll down her cheeks as she spoke and her voice started to crack.
"I, will be the knight in shining armor in your movie
Now, I'm a ghost, I call your name, you look right through me
You're the reason that I just can't concentrate" she broke off and took a deep shaky breath to cover the sob. Tears streaming down her face as a non stop river, she continued.
"And I, I've been trying to fix my pride But that shit's broken," she shook her head.
"that shit's broken, no
Lie (lie), lie, I-lie,
I try to hide But now you know it" trying to hide her sadness from her loss and and grieving.
"That I'm at an all time
Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low" she paused and wiped her eyes. With a new fire she sung on.
"I, I've been trying to fix my pride
But that shit's broken (that shit's broken)
That shit's broken (that shit's broken)
Now I lie (lie), lie, I-lie, I try to hide But now you know it That I'm at an all time
Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
I, I've been trying to fix my pride But that shit's broken, oh, that shit's broken No, lie, lie, -lie, I try to hide But now you know it" Slowly getting louder and stronger she voice didn't waver.
"That I'm at an all time
Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
I'm at an all time
(Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low)
(Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low)
Yeah, I'm at an all time
Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low Yeah, I'm at an all time!" Then an abrupt stop. She sat up a bit and sniffled. 
"The truth is I'm broken. It's been two weeks and I'll I've been doing is sulking. But I have an idea. What have I got to loose huh?" A sob gets caught in her throat.
"I need power to defeat the Avengers right? Well Steve has a serum and got experimented on to have power. Tony experimented with technology. What if I fused that? I can't try." She smiled and laughed an sad laugh.
"The thing is, I don't have a reason to live anymore. Maybe there is one but that can be done without me. But before I'll decide to go I need to do as much as I can to stop the Avengers."