Surviving the Monster

*Chapter 26*

Two days later.

Nandini's pov.

It's been two days and these days were pretty good for me. It was filled with some amazing sightseeing and then intense sex.

We must have done it 4 to 5 times in these two days and our moments are getting more and more intense.

Like last night, Manik found out that I have bought lingerie with me and he actually went crazy. The thing was that when I went to the shopping with Laura she insisted me to buy some sexy lingeries and I bought it having no other choice. I even had to carry it with me as even laura helped me in packing my clothes but I never intended to wear it.

Last night I went to take a bath, after an intense round of sex, but I forgot my clothes outside so I asked Manik to give me some clothes from my suitcase. He opened it and saw the lingerie and then he insisted that he wanted me to wear that. At first I felt a little weird as that lingerie was totally see through and it was covering almost nothing but then he has seen everything so I tried to kill my shyness and came out in that piece of nothingness.

He took a moment to check me out and the other moment he tore that piece of lingerie and took me in another intence round of sex which I definitely enjoyed.

Even I am a human and I have my wants. The day I turned 18, I actually planned to let go of my virginity. I was never planning to keep myself virgin for my husband or for my lover. I mean I know that even my husband would never be a virgin so why shall I be one?

But this didn't happen because I was busy with my exams and then Manik bought me. But now I am actually loving sex. This doesn't mean that I don't want love in my life. I definitely want to be with someone whom I love and can live my entire life with. But till the time I don't find that person, I can enjoy my life with Manik.

I just hope that I don't start relying on him much. I just hope this relationship remains only for sex and I don't start feeling for him. Because he is not into love and this will only give me pain nothing else. So I hope that I don't take this marriage seriously.

My thoughts were broken by Manik who moved a little in his sleep. I was actually in his arms and he was sleeping like a baby while hugging me. This is actually happening from few days now. At night we sleep while maintaining a good amount of distance but somehow I always end up in his arms in the morning. I don't know how.

Now it's been 15 minutes since I am awake but I didn't dare to move even a little as he was in his deep sleep. He has told me that it's hard for him to fall asleep. I don't know why and I am not planning to ask him. Because this might be related to his past and I definitely shouldn't poke my nose in his life specially in his past. So I am lying quietly here so that I don't disturb his sleep. I slept quite late last night and It is possible that he slept even later than me.

But I want to go and pee. I held his arm that was around my waist and I tried to slowly pick it up. His hold was tight making me frown. How is his hold so tight? Is he awake?

I looked at his face and he looked asleep. But if he is sleeping than how is his hold tight?

I - Manik.

I called him slowly and he immediately sat on the bed with a jerk. I frowned and sat on my bed myself while covering my naked body with duvet.

He looked around and then at me. There were frowns on his forehead and I think he was trying to register his surrounding. After a few seconds he said.

Manik - what happened?

I - nothing actually you were sleeping while hugging me and I wanted to use washroom, so I thought to wake you up as your hold on my waist was too tight. Are you okay?