Monster ~a.b

forty-eight

Austin POV

She didnt want to talk to me. I knew she heard the conversation between me and my father. I listened as her thoughts fought with her. She was scared, sad and felt alone.

"Mate. I'm heading out". Niall said, Katie standing next to him.

"Alright". I sighed and downed the rest of my blood bag.

"Listen. I know what your feeling. It's not all that bad. You can have the love of your life for the rest of your life. Isn't that something you want"? Niall asked.

I shrugged my shoulders. I did want that but that would mean leaving my family. "When my dad chose to do that to my mother she died before she got to see me grow up. I dont want thag for my kid. I cant even promise my wife that she'll survive giving birth let alone telling her I'd always be around". I sighed.

Katie let go of Niall as she walked over to me. "Alana grew up without knowing what she always wanted in life. That was to be happy until the day she dies. This child has been the best blessing ever. You guys made it work for this long. You can figure it out". She smiled.

"I cant make the choice for her. I refuse to". I said and stood up. "That's not what my love is. I want her to be present in all of this". I sighed.

"I think she wants you to. That's one thing about her I would never understand. She's your magnet, when you move she moves. When your angry shes angry. Do you understand what I'm trying to tell you? Wherever you go, she'll follow. You got one of the good ones. Shes going to cry and honestly that's alright, it's normal for her to feel scared shes human after all". Katie said and wrapped her arms around me, giving my cheek a kiss. When she pulled back she gave me a smile and walked back to Niall.

"And plus. Shes not ignoring you. Shes waiting for you". She smiled and with that they walked off.

I stayed there for a couple more minutes. If I change her now the baby could die, we dont know if it's full vampire or not. If I change her after she could die. Either way we both lose. Ill never be able to love with myself. As in listened closely, Her heartbeat was all I could hear, along side the baby's. I set the used blood bag down and slowly made my way up to the bedroom. The heartbeats got louder.

"Alana"? I called through the door.

Some movement was heard as the door finally opened, tears welled in her eyes. She stepped to the side as I walked in. I sat on the bed as she stood infront of me. Her belly showing more. That baby will continue to grow until its ready.

"Help me". I spoke softly. Her eyes staring into mine.

"I cant. I cant make you make a decision. You heard your father. This is all you. You change me on your terms". She said ,wiping her eyes.

I stood up quickly and shook my head. "No. We change you on our terms. From this day on I want your opinion. I want your answers. We are a team do you understand me"? I spoke and grabbed her hands.

She started to shake her head as I cupped her face with my hands. "Listen to me princess. You and I will do all of this together. No side opinions. If I'm going to be in charge then it's our rules, our way, our time".

She wrapped her arms around my neck, laying her head on my chest. We stayed like this for a moment or so before she looked up to me. "You promise"?

I brought her down with me to sit on the bed as my lips met with hers. "Absolutely".

I pulled her down, as I laid my head on her stomach, feeling the baby kick. I smiled to myself as the thoughts came to. My smile got wider as I heard it.