Burned (Chicago Fire Fanfic)

I Don't Regret It

Lacey's POV

I ran outside and sat down on the steps to Molly's. I was so drunk I couldn't go any farther.

So I sat there and I put my face in my hands and I cried. I couldn't believe that Severide thought I wanted to be with him. I still love Tim, right? Even though he had cheated on me and wanted to end our marriage.

Okay. Maybe I was ready to date again but where to begin? Definetly not the extremely sexy firefighter who was way out of my league and probably only into one night stands.

Well, that didn't sound too bad either.

God. I had to of been extremely drunk to be thinking about sex with Kelly Severide let alone a one night stand.

"Lacey." I heard Severide's voice behind me. "I'm sorry."

I lifted my face out of my hands. "I'm fine." I lied.

He then sat down next to me. "If Shay was here, she'd tell me I'm stupid you know?" He chuckled to himself.

I looked at him. "Why would she say that?"

He blushed. "Because I made a beautiful girl cry, and Shay wouldn't be okay with that. She'd probably be the one coming out here and try to get you to come home with her."

I laughed this time. "So Shay was your leisbian best friend?"

He nodded. "The best friend I've ever had."

I sighed and leaned my head on his shoulder. "That's all I need is a best friend."

He sighed. "Me too." And then rested his cheek on the top of my head.

"I can be that." I whispered.

He lifted his head. "My friend?" He asked stunned.

I nodded. "Someone who understands loss right now."

He then looked into my eyes and smiled widely. "I think that sounds like a great idea."

I then lifted my face and kissed his cheek. "Thank you, Kelly."

He blushed. "You know when Shay would kiss my cheek I wouldn't think anything of it because she was gay. But you. You've got me questioning what it means."

I laughed. "I'm not a friends with benefits girl."

He kissed my forehead. "I'll be whatever you want me to be."

I then felt my heart leap into my throat. "Stay with me?" I asked quietly.

His eyes turned from Misty to wide and passionate. "What do you mean?"

"Just stay with me tonight and tomorrow we can go back to being just friends." I promised.

"I don't know if I can do that, Lacey." He bit his lip.

I sighed. "I need this." I recited my similar words I had used in the bar.

Kelly then looked into my eyes. His eyes were blazing with desire. He grabbed my face with one hand then pulled my face to his and our lips smashed together. Before I could realize what I was doing, our lips were moving in perfect synchronicity.

"Kelly." I whispered in between kisses.

He pulled away. "Lacey?" He asked.

"Let's go." I begged.

He nodded then picked me up and carried me to his car.

He set me in the passenger side seat and walked around to the driver side.