Bucky and Y/N

Chapter 15

As I walked to training, I started to panic. Thoughts race through my mind. What if I can't do this? What if I go in there and start training, and Nat thinks I can't even fight her, let alone other red room agents? I am out of practice. I would much rather be upstairs making and creating than fighting. Then again, this is my fight. I can't just sit and cower while others fight for me. I finally made it to the door of the training suites. I left Willow on the outside so she didn't get hurt and try to protect me when Nat wanted to fight me. I opened the door to find Nat setting up some knives and guns.

Nat - Are you ready? *looking up with a soft smile*

Y/N - No, but I need to fight this fight so let's get on with it.

Nat - let's start with what I know you are good at... target practice.

Y/N - can I warm up?

Nat - I think you will be fine. Just do your thing, and I will be on the viewing platform.

Y/N - fine.

Nat turns and walks out of the room. I stand and wait to see what she has installed for me. I hear Nat on the viewing platform.

Nat - 3... 2... 1... go!

And just like the bright lights, weapons came up from the ground next to me. After a few rounds, I start to get into the swing of things. By the time the light dimmed again, it had been one hour of constant throwing and shooting. Nat was still on the viewing platform.

Nat - That was better than expected... how about we hydrate, grab and snack and then head to the gym?

Y/N - I like the sound of snacks!

I walk out of the suite and found Willow sleeping outside the door. I wake her up and bring her up to the kitchen, where she finds a spot to sleep. Bucky, Steve and Sam were all in the kitchen, all drinking protein shakes. Bucky looked over at me as I walked in,; he just smiled and winked at me.

Steve - *putting his arm around Nat* So babe... How has Y/N been this morning? Is she as good as you?

Nat - we are waiting on the results from the test, but I think she will get one of the top scores.

Bucky came and hugged me from behind and gave me a water bottle. As he placed his chin on the crook of my neck, he kissed me on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist.

Bucky - Do you think she will beat you?

Y/N - I highly doubt that she has so much training and experience. When she was a spy, it took people years to find her.

Bucky - being hidden isn't such a good thing...

I turened around with panic all over my face My heart started to beat faster as I looked at his face I placed my hand on his cheeks, rubbing my thumbs across his cheekbones His eyes gazed at the floor.

Y/N - I... I am so sorry I didn't mean that it was a good thing I just meant she was skilled It was different for you You weren't you.

He looked up and into my eyes Those piercing blue eyes could transport me to a calmer place A small smile grew on his face.

Bucky - I know... It's just sometimes I remember it, and I get flashbacks to my actions and the cells and cryo chambers I was trapped in.

Y/N - forgive me... I wasn't thinking straight.

Bucky - It's okay... *look into my eye* I am no longer alone, I still have Steve, a home, and a beautiful girlfriend.

I could feel my cheeks get redder.