Only Him

FEELING

It has been a week since I saw him but I still can't get him out of my mind. I know he feels the same way I am feeling, I know he likes me too but he already told me about his commitment issue. he is not ready to be in a relationship with me or anyone at the moment, so I can't force him. The fact that he like me is enough for and he has become a really good friend with that I have grown to love him even more than I want to. I know with time the feeling will remain platonic between the two of us. I'm just really happy he is my friend
One thing that is even more fun is that we get to leave the house. I was on my way to the library when I saw his call. girl have been calling you the whole day, why are you not picking up, I was scared, I thought maybe some random guy already took you from me. I laughed and said...awww you got jokes right...I was in class....oh that's my smart girl...smart indeed. I said and smiled...the smallest things he says or does give me butterflies in my stomach. So what do you have for me? Nothing just checking in on my girl...your girl...I said
Yes, you are my girl.....I was happy he said that to me, he is my guy too but I wasn't ready to tell him that.
So how was class? He asked me
Nice, I miss school a lot, I said and smile
I think you are the only person that will miss going to school.
Maybe you're right, my cousin does not miss school one bit she is just happy to be reunited with her boyfriend, I said and laughed and I can also hear him laughing.
After from books, is there anyone you are happy to see in school?
No one Demon,
He sighs and I felt like I could imagine what his face was looking like, I smiled at the thought of that
Can we talk later when I get home I want to drive, I have to pick up my cousin from school so I can visit the library
Do that and get back to me
I hung up the phone with a big smile on my face
I am officially in love with this boy.
But I won't be saying anything about it to him again.
I jump into my car and drove directly to my cousin's school to pick her up and head home to hug my bed
I was looking forward to what we have to talk about again