Help me with love {Completed}

Chapter 14

-Rachel pov-
(Lyrics from genius)
[RACHEL]
Tonight, tonight
It all began tonight
I saw you and the world went away

Tonight, tonight
There's only you tonight
What you are, what you do, what you say

[BLAINE]
Today, all day I had the feeling
A miracle would happen
I know now I was right

[BLAINE & RACHEL]
For here you are
And what was just a world is a star
Tonight

Tonight, tonight
The world is full of light
With suns and moons all over the place

Tonight, tonight
The world is wild and bright
Going mad
Shooting sparks into space

Today, the world was just an address
A place for me to live in
No better than all right

But here you are
And what was just a world is a star
Tonight

Good night, good night
Sleep well and when you dream
Dream of me
Tonight

"That was great but it could be better" I look at Artie waiting to hear what he has to suggest "Have either of you ever had sex? I know the answer because you sang like two virgins"

"So you suggest we have sex so we know how to sing it?" Artie nods and I look at Kurt "With each other?"

"No!" Artie shakes his head quickly "No you two play for different teams and would never ask something like that! Just if you want ti perform with knowledge then you should have fun"

"We will see" Artie nods and wheels away "What do you think?"

"Maybe" Blaine sighs "I think we should talk to our partners"

I give a nod and we go our separate ways. I sigh and shake my head as I get into the car. The girls look at me confused but I just shake my head. I stay silent on the way home and go straight to the bedroom.

I need to think on this.

-Time skip-
"Hey Rach?" I look up and see Santana walking in with sheet music "I was wondering if you wanted to go over our duet? I could use your help"

"Uh yeah sure" I take the music she is holding out "Thanks for fixing it to my disabilities"

"Anything for you baby" I smile as she sits next to me "Let's get this going!"

(Lyrics from genius)
[SANTANA]
A boy like that who'd kill your brother
Forget that boy and find another
One of your own kind
Stick to your own kind

A boy like that will give you sorrow
You'll meet another boy tomorrow
One of your own kind
Stick to your own kind

A boy who kills cannot love
A boy who kills has no heart
But he's the boy who gets your love and gets your heart
Very smart, Maria, very smart

A boy like that wants one thing only
And when he's done, he'll leave you lonely
He'll murder your love
He murdered mine

Just wait and see
Just wait, Maria
Just wait and see

[RACHEL]
Oh no, Anita, no, Anita, no

It isn't true, not for me
It's true for you, not for me

I hear your words
And in my head I know they're smart
But my heart, Anita, but my heart
Knows they're wrong

You should know better
You were in love, or so you said
You should know better

I have a love and it's all that I have
Right or wrong, what else can I do?

I love him, I'm his
And everything he is
I am, too

I have a love and it's all that I need
Right or wrong, and he needs me, too

I love him, we're one
There's nothing to be done
Not a thing I can do

But hold him, hold him forever
Be with him now, tomorrow and all of my life

[RACHEL with SANTANA]
When love comes so strong
There is no right or wrong
Your love is your life

"So you going to tell me why you have been in here all day?" I look away and she forces me to look her in the eyes "What is wrong baby?"

"Artie said Blaine and I are singing bad because we are virgins" Santanas angry face comes out and I place a hand on her closest one "Please no mad"

"Of course" She takes a deep breath and pulls me into her "Never hold that in ok? We love you so much and are willing to help you out no matter what is upsetting you"

"Ok" I let out a yawn "Sleepy"

"Here" She pulls me full onto her lap and rocks me slowly "You can take a nap with momma"

I give another yawn as I close my eyes. Being rocked by her or Quinn is the best. There is not a better way to sleep anymore. I can do my song based on my knowledge of love from this.

I never want to force anything and ruin this lovely relationship I have going.