Chapter 34

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-Santana pov-
Rachel has been distant from Quinn since New Years. It is our first day back and I just want my girls to be happy. I have tried to find out what happened but Quinn looks scared and Rachel walks away. Little Rachel has not been out in a little while either.

I sigh as I put my stuff away and head to the club room. I go faster when I hear yelling. I step inside to see Quinn in tears and Rachel by the band. I look for answers but Sam is the only one who is not glaring at Quinn.

"I have a song to open us up with" I look at Rachel confused "I am sorry I did not tell you sooner"

-Rachel singing-

I feel so unsure
As I take your hand
And lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies
Something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen
And all its sad goodbyes

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should've known better than to cheat a friend
(Should have known better, yeah)
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone

Now that you're gone
Was what I did so wrong, so wrong
That you had to leave me alone?

"Why a song about cheating?" I look at Quinn who looks away and it clicks "I am going to fucking kill you!"

"Santana it was me!" I look at Quinn shocked "I...I had a weak moment and I drank some"

"Quinn we live in a dry house!" I hear shuffling and I look over at a nervous Noah "What the hell did you do?"

"She said she need a drink!" I look at Quinn who once again looks away "I am an idiot but I know not to mess with you!"

"You cheated on us with Sam?" I feel angry tears forming and I grab her shirt collar tightly "You ruined her, you ruined me, and you ruined our family! I have spent the past week thinking it was me! Thinking I did something! But no! It was you cause you had what? A weak moment? Shove it up your ass!"

"Unhand he~"

"And you!" I let go of Quinn and grab Sam "You are going through a window right now!"

"Lay off!" Sam pushes me away while he also steps between Quinn and me "I am not going to hit you but I will lose my mind yelling!"

I am about to speak when Sam gets tackled. We all are in shock at who it is. Rachel is punching him and it sounds painful. Once I get my mind back I am pulling her off with the help of Noah.

"Sam!" I scoff and look at Quinn checking on Sam "You ok? Rach that was uncalled for!"

"We are through" Rachel stands up with a cold look in her eyes "We can live together but I refuse to be with you! I refuse to share a bed with you! I REFUSE TO LOVE YOU!"

"Wait" Rachel leaves and I can see everything slowly placing in Quinn's brain "Rachel wait!"

"You ruined it" I push Quinn to the ground and shake my head "Have fun with Ken bitch"

-Quinn pov-
I watch Santana run after Rcahel. I look around and see the club looking disappointed. They leave and I see the moms there with my sister. My mom shakes her head before speaking.

"You had everything you ever wanted Lucy" I look away when she says my first name "Look at me when I talk to you"

"Leave her be" Sam staggers up with a black eye "You should be getting Rachel!"

"Sue saw and can do as she pleases" Mom walks toward me and picks me up so I am standing "You need to figure yourself out"

"She did and she just is not a lesbian!" I look at Sam who is looking at me "Right?"

"I wanted to make sure of what I wanted from what I was told to have for years" I shake my head and step back from being close to Sam "Never again"

He scoffs and leaves the room quickly. I have so much shit to fix. I need to start working on a plan. A plan to fix all of this.

A plan to get the girls I love to accept me again.

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