My eyes are heavy. Unable to even shut them for more then minutes as drifting off to the same awakening sending terror through me..
I'm standing. Pacing my four walls and glancing at the closed gate just in case. In case someone is waiting there. In case Emilio is there. I. Don't. Know
I swallow my dry saliva and grip the back of my neck. Stress overloading me like to much water in your body...
I eat once a day. Bringing some food to my room and savouring as if stranded somewhere a human being can't stand.
I lack everything I need. Emilio. Freedom. My space. My knowledge of safety.. Even Emilios safety
Adrian
A figure cuts through the corner of my eye. Walking by in search of something and stopping right from outside my cell.
I go frozen. Holding my breath and imagining im invisible.
the only thing making me known is my rapid breathes for thick air...
I twist my dripping knuckles into my palm and apply pressure. The body not moving but watching me like prey.
Prey it wants very very bad...
I listen as there hand slowly adjust around the metal bars. Holding a tight grip and pushing through it
I thought that was locked...
My back is faced them. Tightening my fists and searching for a solution in the instant freeze I feel.
The tall and intimidating figure of him bounces of the cold ground. Reaching my eyes and setting confusion in me..
As scared as I feel I can't hide the lingering taste of ease and relief running in me.
"I'm here and he's not" Adrian hums. His voice sounding as if honey coats all around his throat....
I jump silently when a hand is placed on my shoulder. Rolling down drawing his fingers.
The heat from his body beats to mine. Hearing as his breathes go crazy from the simple touch from him to me...
In a swift moment he gets hold of my hips and twists me around. His head leaned low but the dark air making it close to impossible to see.
I still look up at him. I can feel my direction right as I feel his stranded breathes batting against my lips...
"Kiss me" He whispers. His voice low and raspy but his fingers holding tighter in lack of clear impatience.
My jaw softens roughly. I can't Adrian.
you know that..
"Why are you trying to ruin my life" I whisper. My lips parting and my hands sitting at my side stuck.
I feel him smile. The kind of smile that fills with joy and guilt...
"Being away from you is like torture..." He growls. The anger in his voice inching into me.
"I go to sleep thinking about you and wake up in even more need of you.." He says. His face narrowing the gap in inches...
I suck in a rush of air. My eyes fluttering wide as I can't stand words like that when not by Emilio
Adrian
"I could never do such a thing to Emilio" I huff. Trying to find myself and pull away..
"You already have..." He chuckles. "Now do it again Michelle.. we both want to?"
His words almost feel as a tease would. Like he's dangling water right over my head
I tilt my head back and let my hair fall against his fingers..
"Kiss me" He insists. Wanting this to be in act of mine.
"I can't" I wince. The words seeming to ache as they release...
He lets go slowly. Not distancing himself but looking at me.
"I'll be here when you change your mind" He ends. Bringing his face close to mine and placing a gentle kiss on my cheek...
He leaves with no understanding of the lingering burn that kiss leaves me
How much I want to change my mind and just let him fuck me.
Is that all I want?
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RomanceLove isn't always meant to be in the eyes of others. Michelle has seen to many types of love. She admired the love of her two parents, she hated the painful love her father treated her with after a changing event. She most of all loved how much Emil...
