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forty eight

William Hayes
"Will.." Ally let's go of my hand and I stop, looking at her. "Can we talk about the other night?"

I swallow. We haven't said anything about that night, the both of us didn't want too I didn't know how to start the conversation but now she's starting the conversation, I can talk about it.

"Yeah...What about it?"

"Will, I like you, okay? And I know it sounds bad because we both miss London but it's true, I can't stop thinking about you,"

I smile. "Did you actually..want to have sex with me?"

She blushes and looks down instantly. She fiddles with her dress and nods. "Yes. And I still think I do, but I know it's so bad on London,"

I then realise that Ally means a lot to me. She has been there for me the whole time during Londons case, and I never thought of her this way.

She's pretty, long fake blonde hair, perfect complexion, everything about her was just...amazing. And the way she has helped me, and believes in me that I would find London.

But how I was seeing her differently, and like she says, it would hurt London if she knew.

"It is...and I feel guilty about it,"

"I did, but...let's be real, Will, I think she may be dead," she says softly and I sigh. It had been ages and there had been no traces of her, nothing. I'm slowly giving up.

"Yeah.." I nod softly.

"So she can't tell us what to do," she shakes her head. "She won't even know," she then adds.

"I get it, but...I still love her. Ally, I can't stop, and I won't,"

"I get it Will, she means a lot to the both of us," she says and I nod. "But I can't put my whole life on hold for her, I'm giving up,"

"I know..I get it," I nod. "I still believe she might be out there but everyday I just loose hope, because not eve a trace of her has been found, they all think she's dead,"

"She probably is, and it hurts to admit that but, I think we need to start to move on,"

I sigh.

I know what she's saying, but honestly, I love London and I'll never get over her but I can stop doing everything I can to make her to be found. I'm putting my heart and soul with police, and people that were at the club, but none have seen her.

"Maybe," I sigh. "I mean...I agree, I think she's gone,"

"And it hurts, there's a hole, I know," she says, breathing shakily. "But..maybe we need someone to help us, and that could be each other,"

I look up at her and I smile. "You're easy to talk to,"

"Thanks.." she whispers, snickering.

"Wanna come over?" I ask and she nods.

"Yeah," she nods, taking my hand.

**

"Will, hey," my mom says and when i step in with Aly, her eyes focus on her and her smile fades. "Ally.."

"Hi, Mrs. Hayes," she smiles sweetly and my mom just nods with a soft smile.

"Will, a word?"

"I'll meet you in my room," I tell her and she nods. "What's up?"

"I know you miss London but her best friend?"

"What?" I shrug. "We both like each other, and she makes me laugh,"

"Are you sure this is a good idea?"

"Londons dead, we had a fucking funeral for her,"

She sighs. "Yeah...but you never give up, especially on your girlfriend—"

"Mom— please, I'm trying to move on before I get miserable again,"

"If this was a girl from school, I'd expect it, but Londons best friend? Really?"

"Yes," I nod. "Can't you just be happy for me I'm not crying over her?"

She sighs. "I'm warning you Will, be careful,"

"Yes mom," I roll my eyes as I run upstairs. "Hey, sorry that took so long," I close my door, she was sitting in my bed and looking on her phone.

"All good," she says. I sit next to her and she looks at me making me snicker.

"What?" I now look at her.

"Nothing, you're just...hot," she looks at my lips. I flick my eyes over her, and I smile.

"So are you," I smile and she smiles back, blushing. I cup her jaw, and press my lips to hers.

We both inhaled and pulled away. She smiles, grabbing my shoulders, swinging her leg over mine and straddles my lap, kissing me again, it the point where I fall back onto the bed, holding her sharp hips.

She slides her hands down to my jeans, and starts undoing the dark blue material. I instantly felt something in my stomach and she undoes them completely.

I inhale again, tasting her lip balm on her lips. I roll us over, and she props her legs up around me. I grab one of her thighs, holding it as our lips smack heavily.

I start kissing down to her neck, this time I actually kiss her neck, sucking on the soft skin. She breathes out and runs her hands down my back, grabbing my shirt.

We didn't break the kiss unless we had to, and before we knew it, we were stripped some into our underwear. "You want too?" I ask and she bites her lip while nodding.

"Yes. Do you?"

I swallow and nod. "Yeah,"

She smiles and kisses me softly and I pull away. I look over at my drawer, pulling it open and retrieving a condom. She takes it from me, giving me time to pull myself out, and she places it on my tip.

I roll it down slowly, and I kiss her again. As I was kissing her, her fingers started to pull her underwear down, but I help her, tossing them on the floor.

I throw a blanket over us and I felt my stomach drop in guilt, but I wanted to do this. "Ready?" I hardly whisper from how soft my voice was, and she nods.

I look down and she looked nothing like London. I know London was a virgin when I met her, and I know she's only ever had sex with me, but I don't know how many people Ally had been with.

She spreads her legs further and I sink mysef into her which makes her eyes float close and I close my eyes and take a deep breath. This is the first time I was having sex with someone that isn't London.

I was a little nervous, and guilty because my mom is right in a way. Ally is Londons best friend.

And I don't want them to think I took advantage of them. I don't want Ally to think I took advantage of her because London's gone and I was horny, and I don't want London to think I've always wanted to have sex with her best friend to the point where I waited for something to happen to her to do it.

They both don't deserve that. But I didn't listen, and I went ahead and did it anyway.

I gave her time to adjust, before I start rocking my hips into hers, gently and softly. She closes her eyes and I put my head on her shoulder, I could smell her perfume that was completely different to Londons.

She breathes out and runs her hands up my back and I close my eyes. "Oh my god.." she whispers in pleasure. I felt the pleasure coursing through me too, so why was I only think about img London?

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ong will and ally🥲🥲