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Louis TomlinsonI hate the life I live

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Louis Tomlinson
I hate the life I live.

This place is so strict on everything and it's fucking pathetic and stupid. I have to get branded with a stupid tattoo so she can leave this house, I have to have her around me all the time, I have to act like she's my child, and she doesn't know the full reason as to why she's here. And this goes for all girls.

Erin, she's lucky because she lives with Zayn like they're dating or a fucking married couple. And I would love to date her if I could bring myself to date someone, but I just don't date.

But I also got quiet lucky with London. Shes quiet and does her own thing which I thought would be an issue but hopefully she sees that there isn't a safe way out of this place until I sign her out of my care. And not to mention..she's fucking hot.

When Harry brought her to me, I knew I was gonna struggle with her but after Erin told me everything she told Erin, she seems like she's a scared girl who had a boyfriend and wishes to go back.

Whoever this guy is, he's lucky and he's never gonna get her back because I'm a selfish cunt and I can't let her go. This is the third girl I've owned, the first one tried to escape and she was shot, and the other one I found dead so she's my last shot.

I'm an asshole but that's who I am, I'm that too everyone and I can't just change myself for her. She whines and complains a lot, that's what I've noticed but other than that, she's actually perfect. Except, I need to go shopping soon because I tired to feed her this morning because I don't need her passing out, but I really didn't have much.

I was going out today and she'd be here by herself, which made me cared she'd run, but even if she can leave this place, I can lock her in here with my code, and she won't be able to get out with any of the entry cards and codes, she'll need me to open the door.

I went to my room for a bit after I gave her something to eat and I had a little something and then I went int my wardrobe. I took the shirt I had off and put on a black singlet on, then a white hoodie over the top and when I spun around, I widened my eyes.

I had one of fake mirrors that looked like a mirror to her but it was a window for me, I did this so she would hurt herself to get out of here. But she took her shirt off to probably change it, she was in a white t-shirt bra she got from the drawers, seeming to fit her perfectly.

She walks right up to me to open her drawers and she leans over a little so her tits went with her and I bite my lip. I stare, hardcore at her while she picked up a pink shirt and then some mid-rise white jeans. I put my belt in as I saw her unclip her bra, so her bare back was to me.

She peeled open the shirt and turned to the mirror to put it on and I widened my eyes again. "Holy shit.." I whisper to myself. Her tits were round and full, the top being a singlet kinda thing that Erin let me have because she knew I was getting a new girl. Her cleavage was on show and I shot my head down.

I do feel bad for having a mirror in her room that she doesn't know is one you get in a questioning room in a fucking prison but I need to make sure she doesn't hurt herself, or try to escape.

I put my converses on, tying them tightly and wrapping the long shoelaces around my ankles and tying them in the from again. I walk into my bathroom, sighing and running a hand through my hair.

I pick up my green toothbrush and put toothpaste on it, rinse it and putting it into my mouth. My shower was huge, with a ledge I use to fuck people but no one knows what it's for, and it just has bottles of soaps and shit on it so not many people think it's a sexual practice for me.

I finis brushing my teeth, turning off my light and checking for my phone, wallet, card and some cigarettes — I'm gonna need them. I close my bedroom door and see hers open. I walk into the main part of the house where she sat on the couch with her legs crossed and she look around.

"Um," I clear my throat. "I'm going out, I won't be back 'til later,"

"Oh.."

That fucking top, I kinda regret giving her that one.

"You won't be able to leave so, I hope you have everything," I walk over to the security pad and type in a code she didn't see and I hear all the doors locked.

Her eyes widened and then met with mine. "I'll be back later, clean up the house will you?"

Her lips part. "Don't fucking start," I cut her off.

"Why can't I go with you?"

"Because. No, you're not," I shake my head and before she could say anything else, I turn around and walk out the house, hearing all the door lock after me, meaning I was gonna have to type the code back in.

When she was passed out before Harry sold her to me, she didn't have a password on her phone so knowing me, I searched through it and hid it so she's never gonna find it.

I went through her messages between some Will guys and my goodness he must be the boyfriend she was telling me about. They're not the se ting type either, they were just casual texts and it was boring but I went through her photos and found some side boob in there which was...interesting and I saw half a nude as well.

She doesn't understand this world we live in, but she will. She can't just say who can and can't control her. I control her, and I have the right to do anything I want with her, she can't object but because I hate those rules, she can say no if it's reasonable.

Like, I wouldn't force her to sleep with me because I'm horny. Although, that may have to be the case otherwise I can't sell her to anyone else for the night. And Harry has someone I want, and I might need to do a trade with him soon.

Walking underground to my car, I get in and fires the car up because with my card, it turns it on. I pull out by reversing out of the driveway that goes up to the road, and I play Highway To Hell by AC/DC on the radio and drive to where I am supposed to be.

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