Pleasing

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JENNIFER POV

I jot down some notes from the board. My hand was cramping the longer I wrote and I sigh of frustration. "Now, we know the basics on sociology. But who knows anything about the deviance sociology?" Mrs.Zareen asks and I bite my lip.

We make eye contact and she cocks an eyebrow knowing that I might have an answer. "It's iris that violate the social norms. As it b-brings up "deviance" u-um criminals and stuff." I clear my throat feeling my face heat as over 20 people stare at me. "Ahh. Yes! Does anyone want to add on to it?" She smiles and I look down.

"No?" She hums and continues into the next slide.

I feel my phone vibrate seeing it's a text from Zenday, Marcel, and Vinny. Hm.

Zzz! <3 ; Hey girl! Need you for tomorrow at 3! Let's make some dinner tonight so we don't have to pay for lunch again!

Pine tree 🌲; Chaton, I'm picking you up today. Be ready.

Vinnieeeyyy ; little boss! I know I know. It's me. You're probably in tears of happiness right now from a text by me. Heard boss is picking you up. He said no to brownies and cinnamon rolls so try and persuade him. I'm sure he'll say yes. ;)

I shake my head from Vinny's and smile. I bite my lip knowing and mentally reminding myself to respond to them when I get out from class.

My phone gets put back into my bag and I continue writing the notes down.

Soon class was over and I was quick to walk out.

I fix my sweater and quickly walk.

  It has been getting more cold so I've decided to get more winter clothes.

I cant wait for Halloween!

A smile appears on my face even when I tried to compose it! I sigh and put some peach cream chapstick on. No one wants chappy lips!

Me and Michelle talk while walking out the building.

"You should totally just come!" She whines giving me a fake pouty face. "Mich... you know I'm not- please!" Her eyebrows furrow and I sigh. "I'll think about it." I mumble. If Marcel says yes... but he'll like only say yes if he's coming.

My phone pings again.

I say hold on and take my phone out. My thumbs tap away into responding to everyone.

I text zenday saying of course, marcel saying okay, and Vinny responding with 100% will try!

My thumb was going to press the turn off button but i soon get another text.

Unknown; Hey girly, I know you don't know who I am but I thought you should know a few things about Marcel while you were gone for a week...

Marcel had sex with a girl 5 times. That girl is me. I thought you would like to know just incase he hasn't told you yet. I know it's bummer. But anyways, if you don't believe me I have proof. I'm sorry. :/

And If you would like to meet up to talk, definitely let me know.

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My eyes blinked a bunch of times. No way.
No no way.
This is a prank.

Probably Vinny pulling a big OLE prank.

"Omg are you okay! What is it?" Michelle asks holding my shoulder and i shake my head sniffling. "Let's go to the bathroom."

She helps me to the one stall and I take a big breathe of air. "What happened?" She asks again and I breathe. "Just- anxiety." I smile fanning my face. She doesn't know Marcel like that. "Oh okay hun." She sighs rubbing my back. "Do you need a hug?" She asks and I nod slowly. Michelle arms squeeze around me and hums. "It'll be okay." She whispers and i sniffle pulling away. "Thank you." I mumble.

Push it down! No tears. Stop it!

"I'm- I'm good now." I gulp and she nods with a soft smile.

I'm going to have to confront him.

My phone vibrant and I know it's him. "I have to go now." I whisper. "Th-thank you! A-and I'll definitely um.. come with you to thee uh- party!" I say and she gasps with a shriek. "Yay!" She hums.

I walk out and wipe my tears.

I shut the big doors behind me and soon see Marcel parked out on the phone. How could he? Why would he?

I look back down and walk over to him. He was quick to hang up the phone. "Chaton." He says as I was close. Even though my heart was aching it sent a shiver down my spine. I hand him my phone showing everything. I close my eyes. "Why?" I ask. He was silent and i open my eyes seeing him read it.

"Jennifer- n-no! Just tell me! Why?" I cry out. "I don't even- never mind- I- we weren't even dating... I-i don't even want to know." I wipe my cheeks. He was itching to grab my hand but I move away. "I just couldn't take the fact that you were gone. I was drunk half the time." He explains. "Jazmine already scolded me on it. It- nothing I can say can be a valid reason as to what I did. I'm sorry princess. Vinny told me almost everyday that you would know eventually. He was right." His hand rubs over his face. Vinny knew? Jazmine knew..

I nod.

"Yeah.." I whisper.
"Say something else for me Jennifer." He urges. "I- flip! I don't know." I whisper looking down.

I hate today.

"V-Vinny said he wanted to make sweets with me. I- i need space but can I please just- I said I would do it." I whisper. His jaw ticks and nods before opening the door for me. He settles in with the car warmed.
"I- I don't want to..." I pause thinking through. "I don't want to break u-up. I c-can't do that." I croak out. "I just- I just... god it hurts." I sniffle. "Jennifer I seriously wasn't thinking. Im so fucking sorry baby. God, I'll get you to Vinny." He whispers. He starts driving and I breathe. "C-can you- say what you- always s-say? When i-I struggle b-breathing?" I request hiccuping. "respirer. Chaton respirer." He rubs my hands squeezing them.

We have not had a long chapter in a hot second! Sorry guys for not updating but I am now back on track! :)