Pleasing

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JENNIFER POV

I stare out at the sunset and lean against zenday. "He really fucked up." She shakes her head and I frown. I couldn't help but wrap my arm around her upper forearm and sniffle. "I feel like I'm in a movie right now." I softly laugh and she rubs my back. "What did you do?" She asks turning her head, "I didn't forgive him, but I also didn't break up or anything." I explain and she hums. "Okay." Zenday sighs before humming a song.

"I'm going to go to bed. I got work tomorrow." I mumble and she says okay before leaning off me. "Good night girl. You know where my room is!" She points at me. I fake laugh and nod before shutting the screen door and walk to my room.

I bite my lip and lumber into my bed.

I couldn't sleep.

There was no way.

He really did it...

My lips trembled and my vision got blurry. My stomach turned off nausea. I took deep breathes.

I couldn't sleep alone. At least not tonight.

My feet touched the cold ground as I crept my way to Zendays room. I knocked softly and she says come in. I slowly open the door and she lower the tv. She sees my teary eyed and she gasps patting the side next to her. "Jenny... come here!" She frowns and I sniffle sliding in next to her.

"It's okay." Her voice was soft. I hug her and she rubs my back. "Why can't I-I be mad a-at him..." I ask quietly. "That's just not you. You never get mad... I don't know why." Zenday says. "Do I really need to come to work tomorrow?" I ask looking up at her and she sighs. "I can make it work." She mumbles squeezing me. "I-I'm sorry." I quickly say feeling bad.

I don't want to bring her down with me.

By morning i was crumbled in my best friends' sheets.

Just like marcels.

My lungs fill with air. In. Out. In.

Zenday left a note on the lamp next to me.

Hey babes,

Already called out and got Mia to fill you in. Not a problem. Please eat and drink water. Call me if you need anything. I love you!

The side of my stomach buzzed, and I realize it's my phone. I sigh. Most likely zenday. I grab it and see Marcels name. I lay my head against the pillow and close my eyes. "Please..." I whisper begging for something. It stops then it kept going.

I bite my lip and accept it after the 5th call. "Marcel..." I whimper craving him and against him. "Fuck, Jennifer. You scared me." He sighs with a deep voice. He must've been sleeping. "How?" I ask confused. "You weren't answering my messages all day!" He hissed and I furrow my eyes rows. I take the phone away and see it's 3;26 PM.

"Oh... I-I was sleeping. I'm sorry.. I didn't know." I whisper rubbing my face. "I'm outside open the door princess." He ends the phone call. My heart drops of excitement and fear. I look at myself in the mirror and wipe my mouth. I'm wearing a oversized tee from walmart. My undies you can't see. I put my hair behind my ears and back and I yawn.

A knock is heard and step out the room. My feet pat against the cold floor. I walk to the door and take a breather.

I open it and Marcel was on the phone annoyed. He looks at me and wraps his arm around my pulling me into a hug. He ends whatever phone call without a goodbye. "You worried me so fucking much." He groans kissing My temple multiple times. "I'm sorry I-I was sleeping..." I whisper and he sighs. His body relaxed once I wrapped my arms around him.

My heart couldn't help but swell from his worry to me. He looks into my eyes "I have a place we can go for the picnic. So, whenever you want to go tell me." Marcel rubs my cheek. I nod feeling my face heat up from how fast he set up everything. "Will you go... can we- can we go out today?" I ask looking down. I just want to be happy with him again. "Downtown. Or some-something. I-I really really miss y-you." I cry out wiping my tears.

God, I missed him so much. I missed him so badly.

I missed when we didn't have anything happening between us. "Ah baby!" He hisses.

His thumbs wipe my tears, and he connects his lips to mine. "No more. Please baby. No more crying." He says leaning his forehead to mine looking into my eyes.

I close my eyes and nod laying my head against his chest. "We can go to a cafe or something. Yes?" He asks and I mumble a yes. He accidentally tugs against my knotted hair. "S-sorry. I- I didn't brush my hair." I explain and he hums. Marcel kisses my cheek multiple times. "Still my pretty little baby." He whispers against me. I couldn't help but smile.

"I love you." We both whispered.

My eyes widened surprised. He chuckles softly. "I love you too." It was my turn to giggle from how we synced again.

"My precious angel. I could never lose you. Never again. Fuck." He closes his eyes entwining our hands together. "You never lost me..." I furrow my eyes brows. "I thought I did. I felt like I did." Marcels body tensed as he pulls me closer.

"Let's not think that r-right now." I rub his cheek as well seeing he finally shaved. I smile from the thought. His gaze brightens and I couldn't help my hand from squeezing his cheek softly earning a dimpled smile from him. "That smile." I say softly almost to myself. "I bet only I get to see that smile." I smile and he nods turning it into a smirk.

"Of course, just like how I'm the only one who gets to see you slutted out. I'm the only one who gets to see you get hot under my touch. Only I get to get you flustered from little things. Only I get to see you in my clothes. Don't make me continue the list." His gaze darkens quickly, and I look away. "I-" I'm speechless. "Only I get to hear those beautiful Moans and whimpers. Only I get to see that sexy ass of yours. Yes?" He asks squeezing my waist. "O-okay! Y-yes! I- Marcel..." I whisper flustered.

"Baby, you have me wrapped around your tiny little finger so easily." He groans and I shake my head.