SITA RAMAM

unfolding -To Ram💞

Dear ram,

Din badle hafte guzre, mahino ke badlne se Mausam ke rang bhi badle par ek cheez jo ab tak nhi badli ... Woh hai tumhare yaadon mai guzarti raatein.

(Days changed to weeks, months have changed even the seasons drifted apart...what remains unchanged are your memories and these haunting nights filled with your memories..)

In guzarti raaton ke sath zindagi ka andhera ab kaam sa lagne laga hai... ....ab toh mano yahi meri ek saheli ban chuki hai jo mujhe apne andhere mai chupa kar subha ke darawni roshni se bacha leti hai.

(With the eluding nights the darkness of life no more seems terrifying......seems like these darkness has befriended me as if trying to engulf me in itself consoling me and protecting me from the terrific brightness)

Darr lagne laga hai ram, kya hum phir kabhi mil bhi payenge ya nahi? Humare pyaar ne dharm aur mazhab ki bediyan toh par kar li par shayad nafrat ki neev par khadi in sarhad ki deevaron ko shayad hi paar kar paye.
Kabhi kabhi toh lagta hai ki humari kismat bhi shree ram aur Devi Sita jaisi hai jahan pyaar toh beshumar hai par nafrat ki aag hadd se jayada hai.....

(This has started scarring me ram, will we ever meet in this life? Our love surpassed every hurdle be it of religion or standards...but maybe the walls of hatred amongst the two countries is more stronger
than our love .....
Sometimes I feel along with our names even our destines have entwined with lord Ram and sita....here love is boundless but hatred is overpowering it...)

Aaj pure 20 saal ho gaye hai ram Hume mile hue aur bichde hue.......pyaar kuch iss tarah hum par meharban hua ki usne Hume sath kaam aur judai khul kar dedi.........

(It's been 20 years since you left..)

Aaj bhi tumhari sita iss intezar mai uske ram ka vanwas kabhi na kabhi toh khatam hoga aur tum apni sita ke pass aaoge ram .... Yeh sirf mera vishwas hi nhi balki mere jeene ki ek lauti wazah hai ..

( I am still waiting for you ram.... Still waiting for your exile to end...in the hope that someday it will end and you will return back...this is not only my hope but also my only source of existence...)

Jab tumse Milan ki umeed Naa ke barabar ho chuki thi jab humare aapno ne tumhe marra hua man liya tha, tumhari chithi ka milna mere liye raat ke andhere mai ek jugno ke roshni ke saman tha jismai ujaala toh itna nhi hota par uske hone ehsaas hi kaafi hota hai ek bhatke hue musafir ke liye. Apne Jin logon ke liye aapni Jaan daav pai lagane se pehle tumne ek baar bhi nhi socha Aaj woh tumhe gaddar samjh rahe the ram, yeh chitthi ne 20 saal baad yahan aakar sirf mujh mai ek aas nhi jagai hai balki tumhare gaddar na hone ka bhi saboot diya hai.

(When you were declared dead by everyone this letter of yours has been like a small light amidst the darkness...light maybe not be enough to guide the path ...but it's existence is enough for me to continue this battle for you ...for us...the people for whom you did not even think twice before sacrificing your life are considering you a traitor, this letter of yours has not only made my believe more strong but has also proved you innocent ram...)