Sensing a bright light which seemed terrifying yet soothing as if trying to engulf her darkness of life....filling every corner with an enigma of life........
She fluttered opening her eyes trying to adjust to the new surroundings......
Analysing herself she tried registering her surroundings..snow loft mountains giving a soothing calmness to her burning soul.....the lush green pine trees with tint of snow giving vibrance to its beauty accompanying her lone elite....she looked around trying to get familiarised with surrounding as it seemed known and warm to her senses....
Hearing the loud trumpets being blown, with the traditional drums she could sense a procession passing by ......she started walking towards the direction of it trying to make out whether this is a dream or whether she just woke up from a dreadful dream....
She walked towards the happy and cheerful crowd dancing and rejoicing to the fullest..
She was suddenly by a big Deja Vu she felt the history repeating its course after 21 long years....it's the same procession she witnessed 21 years ago the same day when she first encountered her soul....the procession celebrating the holy union of lord Ram and goddess sita......she could feel a sudden current running down her spine ....she was unable to understand the reality .....was it a dream? Or life was is being somewhat compassionate towards her by giving back her lost years?....
She waited for the procession to be suddenly attacked by the mob as it happened earlier but alas! It was peace everywhere....people enjoying the holy union, dancing and singing melodies of love .....making her feel even more remorse .......
Soon It was time for the divinity to end as the idols were taken back to their shrine giving letting them have solace in other...she started moving along with the crowd towards the temple ......to atleast witness this union when she suddenly felt a known presence around her.....
She tried looking for that familiar face ....only to get disappointed again...
Reaching the farther corner of the temple she tried finding herself .....the happy and cheerfully princess....who lost herself in the battle of love...the only regret she wasn't strong enough to fight her love .....
"Kisse dhund Rahi ho sita......?"
And she swiftly turned towards the voice only to find him in front of her healthy and sound ....though little weak than before but his face still graced with him ever so charming and winning smile...his eyes which always spoke volumes, were again ready to read out stories....stories of separation, yearning, love and separation......
She was unable to comprehend......how did life become so welcoming towards her?
Not wanting to pinch herself and wake up from this beautiful dream she kept starting at his face ......if this is a dream she wants to live it forever....her life outside is not worth waking up leaving behind this beautiful fantasy....
"Mai ek min bhi late ho jata tha toh madam humse duniya bhar ke kaam karwa leti thi, aab kya badal Gaya sita iss bar toh mai 20 saal late ho gaya hun kuch bhi nhi kahogi???"
And that was it for her she ran as fast as she could to cover the extra meters separating them...
Engulfing him in bone crushing hug she found her heaven in distress..she cried this time for their union ....not wanting this mirage to break ......if this is an illusion she wants to live this illusion...
Breaking apart she kept starring his face wanting to fill in his every change...cherish the beautiful silver strands in between th pitch black ones ...the slight fine lines creasing his eyes giving him a more matured look...his eyes glistened with slight tears still speaking volumes..his lips full yet rough ....his physique still the same as of an officer...still in shape to rejoin his position .....
"Kya dekh Rahi ho sita...?"
"Tum budhe ho gaye ho gaye ho ram" she uttered with tears continued with a slight chuckle..
"Waqt ke sath sab kuch badal jata haina..."
"Hmmm"she continued devoting his face.
"Mujhe kaise maaf kar diya sita..."
"Maaf karne ke liye Naraz bhi hona padta hai ram...mai tumse kya naraz rahun ram mai toh aapni kismat se naraz thi...apne aap se naraz thi.."
" Kaise itna pyaar kar pati ho sita...maine sirf tumhe iss pyaar ke badle intezaar diya hai
Dukh Diya hai....aur kuch nhi..kyu mujhe bhul kar aage nhi badhi tum...kyu Diya apne aap ko itna dukh...zindagi ke andheron se akele hi ladd rahi thi..."
" Akele kahan thi tum the na tumhare hone ka ehsas tha aur hai ........"
"Toh iss akhri waqt mai kamjor kyun pad gayi sita?"
"Kya kehna chahte ho ram....main.."
" Yeh akhri ladai lad lo aapne ram ke liye sita.....iss waqt himmat mat haro....tum meri taqat ho aur tumhe iss tarah kamzor dekhkar mai bhi himmat harrta Jaa Raha hun...mujhe tumhari jarurat hai...sita..."
She could feel his hand slowly slipping away from hers...no matter how tightly she tried holding him back...he was drifting apart....
She felt the light slowly disappearing away leaving her alone with her own plight....
She felt being pulled and suddenly filled with a new enigma of hope and love.......tears started cascading down her orbs wanting to open them and fight for her own happiness...
She sat with a sudden finally waking up from her long lost sleep..
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Ram....hum iss waqt himmat nhi harr sakte khass kar tab jab sita iss umeed mai sarhad par tumhara intezaar kar rahi hai ki tum wapas lautoge ...is baar tum uska bharosa nhi Tod sakte ram....
"Janab kyu humare beech jab bhi Hume lagta hai sab kuch theek ho gaya hai tab hi ek jor ki andhi aati hai aur apne sath sab kuch baha kar le jaati leti hai....hum kab tak aur kitna ladenge apni kismat se....kya yeh 20 saal kafi nhi the ...jo kismat ab bhi humari pariksha le rahi hai......"
"Yeh himmat harne ka waqt nhi hai ram. Apne khuda par bharosa rakho tumhari saalon ki ibadat kharab nhi jayegi ....humare pass ek rasta hai ....illegal hai par humne Indian ambassy se contact kar liya hai woh ready hai ...."
"Par janab yeh toh gaddari hogi..."
"Gaddari tumhare sath Hui hai ram, tum apne watan lautne ki tayyari Karo Hume aaj raat hi nikalna hai...."
"Ji janab"
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RomanceA little what if to a very wonderful love saga.... Inspired from the south indian movie SITARAMAM❤️ Major Ram one of the best officers of Indian army falls in love with an unknown girl who flaunted herself as his wife reminiscing their times of toge...
