(Over Come) Watch Over Me

Chapter 14: Right Now

Mary's POV

I see the door open so I walk out Zayn is holding my hand and guiding me to the car. Niall is walking behind us with the pizzas and Zayn stops to unlock the car and opens the front passenger door for me. I get in and sit Zayn stops and stares but then shuts the door. I sit and stare out the window as Zayn and Niall get in the car. Niall sets the pizza on my lap and I flinch from my bare thighs being burned I lift my shirt and see that I am only wearing underwear. I lift the pizza off myself and open the car door Zayn asks where I am going. I lift my shirt and he sees he tosses me the keys and I run inside. I get to the door and unlock it, I run up to Zayn's room and get sweatpants on. I walk down the stairs and see Zayn standing at the bottom of them waiting for me. He looks at me and says Harry knows we are on our way to the SOML building. I nod my head and then he says, " he is also on his way there he went into town because he was shopping for his stuff for Louis since his birthday is soon". I get to Zayn and he turns around and then holds my hand. He walks with me and I give him the keys. He grabs them and then opens the front door then locks it behind us. I walk to the car and open up the door to the car and get in. Niall sets the pizza on me again and it burns my legs Zayn gets in the car. I look at him as he starts the car. He looks at me then looks behind him at Niall then out the window. He backs up into the street we head to the SOML and meets Harry outside until it's unlocked. I stand outside waiting for Harry to find his key. He finally finds it after waiting for five minutes. I walk inside the building and get memories from when I was still living there. I immediately go towards Zayn's room. Zayn says my name so I turn around. He looks at me and I stare he then says we are talking to your brother remember? I look away toward Zayn's room and then right back at him. I walk towards him and then walk concert room where Niall and Harry went. They both Have pizzas open waiting for us and they both look up Harry smiles at me and I smile back. I sit next to my brother and he says "Hi". I look at him and say "hi" back. Zayn sits across from Me on the stage and he says we need to talk about something. Harry looks at me and I frown and his smile slowly drops. I then start talking and get straight to the point by saying "Zayn and I are moving". He stares blankly and a tear falls down his face one slowly goes down my cheek and I feel bad. I'm leaving my brother behind with Niall, Liam, and Louis. Harry looks at Zayn and Zayn has guilt in his eyes. Zayn seems happy to leave but doesn't want to leave the boys behind. Harry looks at me and a tear falls on his cheek he doesn't know what to say so I break the silence that's trying to tear my heart into pieces. I think we are moving at the end of this week, so we will be here to visit and pack still. I will come to see you and the boys every day before we leave. I will miss you, Harry. He looks up at me and says "You're not going to visit"? We won't have time to and we would probably have to take a plane. It's five-six hours in a car just to drive. Zayn then says " We will come to visit just not often Harry". Harry looks at Zayn so I do too when he talked his voice cracks. Zayn was crying he doesn't want to leave but we need to get away from everything and he knows that. Niall has been just sitting here for five minutes listening. I look at everybody and everybody is eating pizza except me. I open the pizza box and take a piece out. I take a bite and remember I haven't had pizza in a while until now. It's good to have something that you don't have often. Zayn comes closer to me and puts his hand on my leg. I put my hand on his hand and I finally feel closer to him. I feel calm but tired, last night, waking up to Zayn this morning thinking the dream was real scared me awake. Zayn was crying when I woke up he thought he lost me to Niall after the last concert. I would never be around Niall and let that happen if I wasn't drugged before it happened. I love Zayn and I wouldn't let that happen on purpose; not to hurt Zayn. I couldn't imagine how I would hurt after I knew I couldn't have him back. I go back to reality and open my eyes, "Zayn looks at me in shock and says you passed out Mary". I look at everyone and they have shocked faces except Niall who looks anxious. He tries to stand up but Harry grabs him and says "What did you do to my sister"? Zayn looks mad and sad now. Somewhat confused for others. I have no idea what happened I feel tired. I feel someone grab my wrist and tighten their grip I open my eyes and someone in blue shines a flashlight in my eyes then they ask can you hear me? I shake my head no then I shake my head yes thinking why did I say no when I can? Then I can see Zayn next to me and putting his hand under my head. The person in blue goes onto their radio and says ]"I need some help here we are taking her to the E.R.", two minutes later three people run up with a carrier on wheels and lower it down. Zayn sits me up and picks me up and puts me on the table they wheel me to the ambulance and I sit and wait. Zayn stands next to Niall and the person next to me says is someone going to sit with her in here? Harry says I get in he holds my hand and sits down finally the doors are shut and I hear a door in the front open and shut. I look at Harry and then at the doctor. The doctor asks what I think might be wrong with me I look back at the memories that I have at the time with Niall at the hotel. I then think again and tell her I was drugged and raped by Niall and Harry looks at me in disbelief I tell him Zayn was the first to know and his face drops I feel bad for telling him that but he says it's okay Mary you don't have to be sorry for that happening. Harry feels bad and I know he does. He didn't know until now. I think about the trip and the hotel thinking why did it happen to me with Niall it's been a few weeks but I can't get over it after I was told. I've been hoping I would but it's not easy I still feel tired and have slept a lot this week I have been having nightmares about it and it's not helping me get over it. I open my eyes and Harry says "She passed out again what did you do to her", my hand is numb and I can't move it. I try and keep my eyes open to tell Harry. I say his name and he looks at me I tell him that my hand is asleep and he says to the doctor" Is that normal for what happened? The doctor says can you move your fingers? I try and move my fingers but they won't move I tell him no and he tells me to close my eyes and tell him when I feel Harry touch my hand. A few seconds later he tells me that I can open my eyes and when I do I feel myself slowly passing out again. I feel Harry's presence when I am out like this it's a good feeling to have when I can't see anyone around me. I can open my eyes and be in the present so I can understand what is going on. I see the doctor first thing and I hear him say 10 minutes she was passed out she is conscious now. They are pulling me out of the back of the ambulance and I see Harry standing on the ground then he turns around and walks into the building. We are following behind Him and he says we need a private room for her. He explains it as they are walking and they turn down a hallway that is marked VIP. Harry goes into the room and they put me on the bed that is placed in the center of the room against the wall. I look at Harry as he sits down and then they said they would help my hand from having no feeling so then I could feel it again and they would run tests on me so then they knew what was used on me so that they could fix my hand from having no feeling. The doctors leave and then Harry says he is going to text Niall and ask about what he used to drug me. Harry then looks at me and says " Niall said he doesn't know and he doesn't want to. I have to go check you in and then I will be back soon.