"This has all been a game to you, hasn't it? From the moment I arrived you played this sick game- gosh! I don't even know who you are anymore!" I told him, my voice echoing in the empty semi lit tunnel.
"What do you want from me, Gemma? Huh?Tell me...
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I slip on my blue blazer, the familiar blue color seemed to have gotten dull after two years. Looking at my appearance in the mirror, I realize now that I'm just wearing a costume. A lot has changed in the two years, myself included, but I suppose that's just life; everything and everyone ends up changing sooner or later. My fingers gently pull against the braid on the side of my head, making sure that I look presentable. Today was the choosing ceremony, a new beginning for my life. However, the weight on my shoulders seemed heavier than it did this time two years ago. I am nervous but I'm mostly determined.
My bedroom door creaked open after a few minutes. Jace, my brothers head popped in. He let out a sigh after seeing my facial expression through the mirror. Jace walked in and placed a hand on my shoulder, squeezing it gently. He had matured a lot the last couple of years, he was stronger and gosh he needed to be for our family.
The thought of family tugs at my heart, the familiar pain engulfing me with a suffocating sadness. I sucked in a deep breath to stop myself from crying, my face contorting into an emotionless one. Jace noticed of course and squeezed my shoulder again.
"They would be very proud of you, Gemma. I certainly am" he said offering me a weak smile.
I managed one in return but if left as soon as it came. It's been difficult for me to find reasons to smile. Most days I'd just fake being okay for the sake of putting on a face for my family- especially my little sister, Rosie.
"I don't think they would be very proud to know that I'm separating the family, Jay" I say feeling the familiar bite of guilt.
"That's nonsense. They knew your decision and they supported it. And I support you as well. You don't have to worry. Rosie is in good hands, as am I. Despite what happens, we will always be family. There's nothing like the bond of family" My brother assured me.
My lips spread into a thankful smile. Unlike many families, mine had always been supportive of the decisions we make. I guess that's just the thing about the Reeves, no matter what, we are always there for one another. I give my brother a tight hug and he hugs me back just as tight. The last few years hasn't been easy, but Jace was the one that kept us together and for that I am grateful to him.
"Come on. Breakfast is ready" he said before leaving my room.
Taking one last look around, I pick up the journal that was sitting on my nightstand. It was the only thing that I would be taking with me. After stuffing it in my inner pocket of my blazer, I leave my room for the final time.
