A BadAss Romeo and his Prince

Chapter 18. Loss and Regrets

Chaptwr 18. Loss and Regrets

Thanitt slumped down on the floor broken but frozen. He couldnt wrap his mind around the fact that Tee was gone. That he had lost Tee forever. The emotional pain in his heart was far more excruciating than the punch Tae had planted on his face.

He was shocked at the turn of the events. He had everything planned and properly carefully executed then how? How did Tae come and took Tee away from him. He had waited for years and at the end he was left empty handed. The feeling of loosing for the first time was killing him inside. He wished he had a remote control to press the rewind button and would have taken Tee somewhere far enough for anyone to reach him. But it wasnt a movie. It was the harsh reality.

He flinched and almost jumped when he felt a dib of cotton swab on his bruised cheek and corner of bursted lips.

"Who... Copter... When did you come"? He was actually shocked to see Copter sitting with him on the floor, applying medicine on his cheek and lips before he proceeded to clean his bleeding nose. Thanks to the lords, it wasnt broken.

"I came when you were so lost in thoughts". He replied in a serious tone, continuing the cleaning of wounds of his face. He then held Thanitt's hands, red and bruised at knuckles where he had punched the wall.

"They say, the doctors need to take care of their hands if they wants to be a doctor and work in professional surgical field". Copter cleaned and then wrapped his both hands in gauze.

Thanitt kept looking at Copter who didnt falter a bit and went to clean and keep the medical kit away after making sure Thanitt was all covered.

"Where are you going"? Thabitt panicked and stood up from the floor to see Copter going to the front door. Copter took a deep breath and turned to face him.

"I am leaving now". He replied in a calm tone.

"Ohhh". Thanitt saw him in a defeated gaze and then turned around to go back to his bedroom. Ofcourse Copter had to leave too. "You are leaving me too. I guess i deserve this".

That loneliness and sorrow in his voice broke Copter to his core. How he wanted to hold him in his arms and console him. Comfort him. Assure him that he would never leave him. That he would always stand by his side forever, but.. He knew he couldnt say it out loud.

"May be this is only fair that everyone leaves me for whatever bad i did to Tee. Thats what i deserve". Thanitt was speaking to no one.

"If you want me to stay, i will stay". Copter said. He saw Thanitt stopped in his tracks and turned to him with unbelieving eyes. Copter took a deep breath and walked to him.

"I will stay if you want me to stay. Just say it. I am no one to punish you for whatever you did to Tee. Its between you and him". He told Thanitt.

"You will stay if i ask"? Thanitt asked him and he nodded. "I am just scared of this loneliness Copter. Everything is laughing at me. You know i never lost in any game right? I am the ever perfect, the ever winning Thanitt Ittipatt, i lost Copter. I lost him. I lost my love and my friend forever.

I cannot bear this mocking. I cannot listen to this laughing Copter.... I cannot". Thanitt put his hands on his ears and slumped down on the floor again. In tears. Shaking and trembling.

Copter tried very hard to stay hard and stern but the moment he saw Thanitt all broken, he couldnt hold himself. He almost ran those few steps to reach Thanitt and held him in his embrace. Thanitt latched on to him, seeking for the comfort to mend himself.

He was sobbing in Copter's embrace. Muttering regrets and the agony of his pain. And his every word was shattering Copter into pieces. Although he had no plan in the near future to talk to Thanitt about his feelings, but listening to him now, all broken for Tee had sealed his decision to never speak about it.