Too Bad, So Sad.

chapter six: she's mine[M kinda]

Salem groaned, slouching in her chair, her plump lips pursed. "Can I not have one moment of peace?" She sighed. Her eyes wandered to my chest, her eyes moving up to level with me. "I know this is a selfish request but can you kiss me better?" My eyes widened, did she..did she really ask that or am I delirious? Salem turned her office chair to face me, her hands pulling me closer. "I asked you a question darling." I gulped, placing my hand on top of hers. She waited for me to say yes or no. The thrill of kissing her again pushed me to remove my hands from hers and grab her face and roughly kiss her. She tasted like honey, how ironic. Everything felt right. I felt content and assured at this moment. She's my star. 

I wanted to feel her hands on my hips, I wanted her to possessively secure me in her grasp. I whimpered at the absence of her touch. I could feel her lips curl into a smirk, her hands quickly seizing my sides. Her lips claimed mine. I opened my eyes to see hers staring directly at me observing my reactions to her touch intensely as though she was making a mental map of what to remember for next time. I shuddered at the thought of next time. I took advantage of my hands on either side of her face. I lowered them onto her shoulders connecting my hands at the base of her neck. I pulled her closer, needing to have more. She wanted to be kissed better. I'll oblige to her request. I could hear a faint sound of enthusiasm come from Salem, my body shaking as a result of hearing the noise. Salem made no effort to stop kissing me despite our need to breathe. I backed away gasping for air. Salem appeared unaffected by our kiss, not even letting out an exhale. I glared at her sharply, receiving a playful grin.

"I swear you enjoy watching me crumble in front of you." I say, pouting. Is this supposed to feel like a well constructed puzzle?  Her kisses are intoxicating and invading my brain with intense desire I'd never really experienced to this high of a degree.

"That's not what I enjoy darling." She whispered, "I enjoy witnessing you want me." Salem licked my neck, "Soon I'll mark it the way I want to." She said, her voice sultry.  "We might as well head down even though I really don’t want to. Thank you for kissing me better darling." She teased.

I rushed to her side tugging at her arm to focus on me. For her it was easy to focus on me. She locked onto my gaze smirking at my desperation. Why wasn’t it easy for my family, for Razz? This attention and adoration is unknown territory and I want to keep exploring. I want to know what real care means, what sincerity from a woman like Salem is. I need more.  "Are you sure I kissed you better?" Salem kissed my cheek giggling, "Yes, you kissed me better but I might beg for more later." She removed my hand from her left arm choosing to intertwine our fingers instead. "Let’s get some food in your system and then get back to work!" She said cheerfully. I held back a smile, hearing her say she might beg for more kisses later makes me embarrassingly happy, I chose to look down to the floor following her lead to the elevator to avoid her all knowing blue eyes that already have me blushing.

Salem tightened her hold on my hand, a squeeze of affection, my heart leaps, she’s going to kill me..in a way I certainly didn’t expect after the night of the party. “Thank you darling,” She says smiling.

DING!!  Salem's smile wiped off her pretty face once the elevator doors opened. She was thrusted back into her reality–her responsibilities. Salem's jaw clenched,  she gently pulled me to her side, her hand dropping from mine and wrapping  around my waist, securely holding onto me. A smirk danced onto my face as we traveled out of our private nook into the community room where all the members hung out. In the corner of my eye I saw Luce fuming he was holding a silver tray filled with muffins and fruits paired with yogurt. Salem blankly stared at Luce unimpressed. Luce's knuckles were white, it pleased me to see Luce so scrambled. Salem released me from her hold and snatched the tray from his hands not even thanking him. I guess it's because he interrupted our private session. Luce opened his mouth to say something only to be pushed aside by Viola.