Too Bad, So Sad.

chapter thirteen: happy death day[M]

Warning: smut will be the main part of this chapter! Please proceed with caution. I hope you enjoy <3

"Honey, are you okay?" Salem asked sullenly.

"Yes, beautiful, I'm alright." Her worry for me and not herself is definitely something we both need to work through. I despise the fact that my girlfriend minimizes her own suffering but prioritizes mine. She deserves to be heard and comforted as much as I do. I firmly believe without a doubt she forgets she's human too.

"You're doing incredibly well darling. Thank you for today." Salem says, taking my hand and kissing the back of it, her eyes fixed on mine. “I’ve missed you so dearly darling.” 

“I-I missed you too.” I barely managed to speak with the position we are currently in. The intimacy had been predetermined but still I felt completely entranced and shocked. Her arms trapped me underneath her, her smirk illuminates my darkness with a beautiful glow. Her eyes were the indigo color I had yearned to see. The awkward twitching of her lips made the entire moment more endearing and exciting, this was the Salem I knew.

Her lips hovering over mine, the pause was excruciatingly painful. I whined that the pent up frustration of being interrupted had taken control over me, I couldn’t stand to waste time. I closed the gap, all I could think of was her wanting me. I felt powerless and powerful at the same time kissing her like this. I became a lovesick fool and cocky all at once. A fool for her touch but I also felt cocky that I had this much control over her, that she wanted me just as bad as I wanted her. Nothing else matters.

“I love you.” She says softly, pressing her forehead against mine. “I want you..I need you.”

I moaned loudly at her words, her voice alone caused my legs to squirm. She wants to devour me, to get rid of the touches that burn my skin. I need her. I’ve always needed her.

“Can I?” She asks, looking into my eyes with worry and lust. Her hands remained beside my head.

“Y-you can.” I stuttered,  watching her concern transform into pure, all consuming, desire. She invaded my entire being; she laid refuge in my heart and thrived in my mind as the only thing that mattered. My serotonin and dopamine levels bounced around as my arousal progressively got more feral. Salem's fingers strolled up and down my inner thigh playing me like guitar strings. She crafted a perfect melody from my euphoric high, the crescendo increasing in dynamics. I switched keys constantly as Salem’s attention inched closer to where I wanted it to go. My head hit the headboard, Salem's fingers brushing lightly against my most desperate and vulnerable area. "May I?" Salem asked, her voice sounded like silk.  I loved her need for my approval, her burning desire peeking through her touches, kisses, and soft whimpers.

"Please.." My voice strained, almost animalistic. She went for it, my eyes bulging out of its sockets. She took off my clothes throwing them behind me and then she had me screaming as she rammed her fingers into me curling them inside me with no mercy.

The song grew louder and louder bouncing off the walls. She was killing me. I thrashed about letting out a feral cry of joy. She abruptly stopped, my chest heaved, my cheeks stained red, I stared at her dazed and perplexed.
“You feel so good darling.” She whispers in my ear.

“F-fuck!” I cry out, the unrestrainable moans falling from my lips. She’s sucking on my neck and ramming her fingers into me.  I felt everything in me release but she kept going, not stopping for me to catch my breath. She touched my body in ways I'd never thought I'd ever experience. She turned my lustful fantasies into jokes. She fucked me hard. She flipped me over destroying my body in the most blissful sense. I couldn't get enough of her. She ignited a fire within me. I'm drunk off of her touch, her kiss, her intimacy. I'm so high. My voice went up so many octaves; I didn't know I had an amazing vocal range until Salem ravaged me. I wanted to make her feel the same. I let out a choppy "I need you."