#thirty-one

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Today's the day we are heading back to London and I can say I was dreading it because I knew I was gonna have to deal with Josh and then my friends for lying to them, but they don't understand that honestly Simon makes me happy even if I don't kno...

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Today's the day we are heading back to London and I can say I was dreading it because I knew I was gonna have to deal with Josh and then my friends for lying to them, but they don't understand that honestly Simon makes me happy even if I don't know what we are. That makes me think that he hasn't answered my question and he keeps dodging it every time I ask.

"Lexy you ready to leave yet, the car is outside waiting" Simon yelled while I was packing up a few things.

"yeah give me a minute" I said and zipped up the bag and walked out to see Simon standing there on his phone.

"Simon" I ask and he looks up at me.

"yeah" Simon said, I just looked at him thinking was this gonna be the last moment we have.

"what do you think is gonna happen when we get home" I asked looking down at the floor now feeling tears fill up my eyes. so Simon walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me and I dug my head in his cheat.

"look I don't know what's gonna happen, but we'll figure it out I promise" Simon said as he cupped my face and gave me a peck. "come on let's go home" He said as he grabbed the bag and we made our way to the car and headed to the airport.

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we've been on the plane for 4 hours now and it was just silent most of the time and I thought this be the perfect opportunity to ask him and may be this time he won't dodge it.

"Simon, there's something I have to ask you and it's important" I turned to him.

"okay what's up" Simon asked.

"okay um... so again I wanted to ask what are we.. Like what are we doing here" I asked and he sighed and put his head down.

"look Simon, if I'm just some kind of game to you tell me now" I stated and he couldn't look me in my eyes just staring at his feet while we sat in silence. "Simon please, I need to know" I asked while I grabbed his hand.

"Look Lex... I like what we have right now, but that might all change when we get back" Simon stated .

"what's that suppose to mean" I asked getting a little upset.

"I'm just saying I don't want to say anything and then It all blows up in my face because of Josh, He is my best mate and I can't loose that"  Simon said and it made me wanna start crying because I couldn't believe what's coming out of his mouth after spending this entire time together he really just wants to throw it out like that.

"how could you say that, Josh doesn't get to tell me who I like or date, that's my choice Simon" I said tears filling my eyes and he noticed.

"Lexy I just don't wanna choose okay" Simon said and put his headphones in the rest of the flight and I was hurt so much and I didn't wanna do this anymore I just want everything to back before Simon came into my life like this.


A/N: sorry for a short chapter but next part we get to see what happens with Josh and Lexy's friends, so much drama will happen in the next chapter.

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