Bad Boy Minter

#fifty-six

*Simon's POV*

As I stood out her door, I thought to myself what could make her think I was gonna leave her like that. I took a deep breath then opened her door to see her lying in bed, her face covered by a pillow. All I could hear were her soft sobs, ones I never want to hear because it breaks my heart knowing she's hurting. 

"Lex" I said slowly moving forward as I saw her lift herself up.

"what... I don't want to talk" She stated still covering her face but with a blanket now.

"Lexy please" I asked taking a few steps closer reaching the end of her bed, taking a seat next to her placing my arm around her shoulder as she fell right into my chest letting all her sobs out. "it's okay" I said softly while holding her close. She wound of failing asleep for the night after hours of crying. we didn't speak I just held her close as we laid there reassuring her everything will be okay. "I will never leave you Lex" I whispered as I placed a kiss on her forehead.

*Lexy's POV*

I woke up the next morning really confused because I don't remember falling asleep until I looked next to me and noticed Simon sleeping there. That's when last night memories came flooding back, how emotional everything felt between Allison in my head about Simon, to my own feelings of how could we make it work with him leaving. I doubt he would have any time to come visit with how busy he and the boys will be, I keep thinking to myself maybe it's for the best. I instantly shoved those thoughts to the back of my head again and focus on Simon next to me for now.

"hey" Simon groaned still sleepy as I turned to my side to face him.

"hi" I said smiling softly at him as we laid there for a little bit not saying a word, just taking the silence in. After a little bit I decided to get up and shower, as I was grabbing my clothes I felt a pair of arms around my waist. 

"what are you doing" I asked my lips forming a smile as he just started kissing down the back of my neck. "Simon" I said as he continued trailing kisses around my neck causing me to turn around. "we can't" I tried but that wasn't stopping him as he pulled me closer his lips now connecting with mine, I moved my arms around his neck leaving no space between us.  

"you know I love you Lexy" Simon mumbled into the kiss.

"yes" I replied as Simon pulled away and a took a step backwards. "you okay" I asked as he stood there.

"then I need you to talk to me" Simon said not breaking eye contact with me. I knew he wanted to know about last night but how can I start this conversation. "Lexy I need to know how you feel, is it because of me moving, is it because of your friends, is it Eli" Simon asked and I know at this point we need to have this talk even though I don't want to.

"Okay take a seat" I said directing him to my bed as we sat down next to each other. "okay well... it's just with your graduation coming up and you telling my your moving.. I don't know" I said not being able to get it all out.

"Lexy you said it was all okay, I told you everything is gonna be fine" Simon said holding my hands in his. "what happened that changed it because I know it's not because your just thinking about it" Simon stated and I nodded knowing he was right.

"Allison keeps bringing it up that your leaving and your not gonna come back and your just gonna break up with me and I just keep thinking to myself what if it's true" I said as I stood up walking to the other side of the room. "what if this is how its suppose to be, you leave and I stay here and it ends" I said to fast not realizing how harsh that come out only to see the expression on Simon's face, the hurtful expression he had broke my heart because I honestly didn't mean for it to come out the way it did. "Simon I.. I didn't" I tried saying

"is this how you really feel" he said softly now looking at the ground.

"no... I mean yes.. I don't know" I stuttered not being able to form the words.

"well I mean it seems like you got what you need to say out, I guess your right Lexy" Simon said and I never knew such words could hurt this hard, it felt like someone is trying to rip my hear out.

"w.w.what do you mean" I asked holding back the tears as we stood there in silence.

"maybe we should end it here, if that's how you feel, if you don't have any faith and you have doubts then this isn't worth trying" Simon said as he stood up and walked out my room without saying anything else and I knew in that moment I fucked up and I just fell to the floor not being able to control the sobs coming out as tears flooded my cheeks. I never realized how much it would hurt to lose Simon and now I know....

*Graduation day*

*Lexy's POV*

"Lexy get up" Both girls were screaming while jumping on me.

"what is wrong with you two" I asked flickering my eyes open while they hopped off me and sat down.

"it's time to get out of this house, your brothers graduation is today you have to be there even if Simon's there" Kayli stated as she engulfed me in a hug. 

"she's right Lex, forget about him, think of today as your brother who you love" Allison said joining the hug, god I don't know where I would be without these girls even if we fight and stuff  we're always there for each other.

"I know it's just hard, I still love him and that's not gonna go away" I said beginning to stand up heading to the bathroom.

"well you can't stay here forever, you have to go home it's been four days Lexy" Kayli stated as she let me stay here the last couple day to avoid Simon.

"fine I'll go home today let me use the bathroom at least, then you can drop me off okay" I said closing the bathroom door. After about an hour the girls and I hopped in the car to take me home, I was so nervous not only because of seeing Simon but also just being home in general. it was only about a 15 minute drive from Kayli's house to mine, when we pulled up I felt my heart sink I wasn't ready to see him yet, I still broken because of him I just need him to graduate and leave and I know that's happening next week because that's when he's suppose to move wiht the rest of the guys.

"alright girl, call us if you need anything we'll see you later for the graduation" Allison as I waved bye and hopped out the car as they drove away. I walked up to the front door as I stood there for a minute  not knowing what to except, for them to all be out in the living room or the basement, or if they are gone.....

A/N: this story is coming to end only a few more chapters left, thanks for reading and hope your enjoying the rest of this story.