Bad Boy Minter

#forty-six

(that is the song Lexy's singing)

The day has finally come, it's the day of the show and no one knows that I'll be performing. I've got a good in at school so thanks to them I'll be performing last. The song I wrote for this is very special to me, you wouldn't believe me if I told you but it's about Simon. I think today would be the right time to tell him, but I need to talk with someone first. I headed downstairs to the kitchen where all the boys were, and I didn't except all of them in here. My eyes locked with Simon's as he gave me a slight smile, which me made fluster a little.

"yes Lexy" Josh said snapping my attention towards him

"um.. can I talk to you Josh... In private" I asked gazing towards Simon which he notices and had this worried look on his face.

"sure" Josh said as we headed to my room. "so what's up" Josh asked

"okay  um.. can we sit because what I have to tell you is important" I said as we both sat on my couch I have.

"okay so" He asked as I took a deep breath.

"so I've been doing a lot of thinking and in the best couple week everything has become more clear" I started as Josh nodded for me to go on. "I don't want you to be mad but I can't hide how I feel anymore and I just want you to know" I said kind of quickly

"woah slow down and tell me again" Josh laughed so I took another deep breath.

"I'm in love with Simon" I blurted out then covered my mouth immediately while josh just stared at me.

"you're what" Joshed asked

"I didn't mean for that to just come out, but yes.. I'm sorry I just can't help how I feel" I said not knowing if he was mad or not. "please Josh I'm sorry it's your friend but I love him" I said

"it's fine" Josh said in a neutral tone

"don't do that, I don't want you mad at me" I stated tears starting to form.

"Lexy tell me what you feel for him" Josh asked and I didn't know where to start.

"Um.. well I guess it's whenever I see him walk into a room or I see him down the hallway I just get this feeling that I don't get with anyone else. The way he looks at me like I'm the only girl in the world" I said thinking back to the time He and I had. "and when we're together I feel safe as if nothing bad can happen" I kept going.

"so when he took you away for the holidays, that wasn't just because you were going through a rough time" Josh asked.

"well yes and no... Yes he did do that for me but also no because we were already "together" I'm sorry we lied to you but I didn't know what else to do" I stated

"so you really love him huh" Josh asked me.

"I do" I said softly 

"so go tell him" Josh said

"I can't now... but I was thinking of doing it at the show tonight" I said as Josh gasped.

"how" Josh asked

"well don't tell anyone but... I'm performing in the show as well and the song I wrote is about Simon" I said as Josh was smiling and hugged me.

"that's awesome, I'm happy for you" Josh said with a smiled

"thank you" I said

"well I'm gonna head back but I can't wait to hear your song" Josh said as Allison and Kayli walked in.

"oh sorry, we should of knocked" Allison said

"no it's fine we were just talking" Josh said as he walked out the room.