Addicted (Billy Hargrove)

- eighteen -

- Stacy Harrington -

Song: Separate Ways (Worlds Apart) by Journey

I pull up to the school on Darla and speed into a parking spot, turning her off and hearing the purr of the engine fade away. I turn my head to Billy's usual parking spot and my jaw almost drops when I see him and a blonde get out of his Camaro. She walks around the car and to him where she practically pounces onto him. He kisses her as she pushes him against his car, making the kiss more aggressive.

Just because I'm shaking him off doesn't mean I don't like him. Again, this is for Steve. Right?

I take a deep breath and adjust my backpack on my shoulder and head inside the school.

Throughout the day I feel like I see them everywhere. Specifically, making out everywhere. In the hallways, bathrooms; I even saw them go into a janitors closet. It kind of hurts, you know? That he could move on this fast.

Maybe Steve was right. He's just a man whore who jumps from girl to girl, giving them an amazing week before being shoved away and then moving onto the next....

Point is, he probably didn't care about me. I was probably just like this blonde; just his weekly fuck. I'm probably over thinking this and should just give it up.

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"Steve?"

"Yeah?" He says and I open the door.

"I just wanted to say you were right."

"I'm going to need you to be specific" he smart mouths. "I'm right about a lot."

I scoff. "You are not."

"Yes I am!"

"No you're not!!" I laugh and go to sit next to him. "Anyways I wanted to say you were right about Billy."

"I told you, he's an asshole."

"Yeah I saw that today when I saw him kissing some blonde bitch on his car... and and on the.." I cut myself off and look down at my hands. "I guess I just wanted to say I'm sorry."

"You really should have listened to me."

"Can you please cut the attitude? I came in here to apologize.... you're not my mom."

"But I am your brother" he says and I immediately feel bad for snapping at him. "And we tell each other almost everything. Why would you lie to me?" I look at him with a face that says 'come on, we both know why' and he nods. "Fine fine but still."

"I know I'm sorry" I say and I pull him in for a short hug. "I really should listen to you more often."

"You should" he nods and I laugh.

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- Billy Hargrove -

I'm violently thrusting into this girl, trying to get rid of any frustration I have. I might be a little too rough but she seems to be fine with it, so oh well. I slam into her hips and she moans, pulsing all over my dick. 

"Fucking shit" I groan out as I release into the condom inside of... Casey I think her name is. I pull out of her and roll off the condom, throwing it in her trash before getting up to put my clothes on.

"Where are you going?" She says, her voice a little too high pitched to be natural.

"Home" I say as I jump into my jeans.

"Don't you want to stay a little longer?" She says, spreading herself out across the bed.

"I'm gonna go home, Casey" I say as I make sure I have everything and walk towards her window.

"Its Cassidy" she says in a sad tone but I honestly don't give a fuck and I step out her window and head towards my Camaro. I get in and pull away, speeding down the street to get back to my house. Its pretty late so Neil will be super pissed but right now, I don't really care.

I'm trying to fill the void of Stacey, and Casey-Cassidy is filling up an eighth of it. Sex distracts me from my shitty thoughts that I do not want to have. I still cannot get that girl out of my head. Its what I deserve for getting attached to someone too quickly.

The second I get home, I'm welcomed by my fathers fists and angry words. The pain with every punch brings feeling into me and although it hurts like hell, it seems okay at the moment.

Why does this girl, and only this girl, hurt so much to lose?

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Billy is WHIPPED

thanks for reading guys, seriously. It means a lot for you to read my story :)

-Liz <3