A Perfect But Not So Perfect Match |Levi x Reader|

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Y/n's POV

On our way back, no one dares to speak between us... I knew it inside me that I have to apologize, but I just don't know why... I feel that  I've been rejected and I don't know, why am I being so affected on the way he acted towards me earlier...

I took a deep breath, I have to pull up my courage. If I didn't apologize now, I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.

“ I apologize for my friend's behavior earlier. ” I said, but he just keep walking. I walk faster just to keep up to him.

“ He doesn't know and—its my fault... I'm really sorry ” He finally stops, I knew he heard what Cole said to him. His is... Not that tall.

“ You don't need to apologize, I don't care what other says and most of all. I don't need anyone's explanation... ” I got stunned to what he just said, straight in my face... That kinda hurt. I clench my jaw, I know what my friend said to him was not right but he doesn't have to be mad like this. I saw him clench his fist.

“ I'm sorry ” That's all I can say. I have no strength to argue with him. What he said is enough.

“ Can you stop apologizing?! Its fckng annoying!”  I blink a few times, did he just--yelled at me? This is the first time he loses his temper...

My blood immediately boils. I have no clue why his acting like this. I clench my hands into a fist. I'm not gonna let him yelled at me like I'm the most stupid human being!... I shouldn't be apologizing to him!.. He's the one who came at us in the first place...

“ The fck your so mad about?! Look I'm just trying to apologize cause I know he acted rudely towards you!... ” I said and he looks really pissed. I forced myself not to shed a tear. His words feels like a sharp knife stabs through me. I scoff ‘ this man ’

“ Do you think I really care, about that? ” he said staring at me emotionlessly. And then it hits me ‘ He never cared? So last night, and earlier... What the hell is he talking about...’ I can't help but to tear up, I just scoff and let out a soft chuckle.

“ Yeah right... ” I said then finally turning my back on him. I started to walk and I can feel the warm tears streaming on my face. ‘ This is so troublesome ’ I scoff remembering what he told me this morning. ‘ So it's a lie after all... But for what? ’

On our way to the HQ, the road is really quiet. I should get mad at him, but I don't know why I'm more upset thinking that what he said to me earlier, wasn't real. Maybe I really am stupid. I shouldn't believe to him that easily, I should have expect this coming.

Once we're on the gate, I walk as fast as I could in to the entrance the I quickly go upstairs and headed to the room where I shared with others. I saw Sasha and Krista chatting with each other, they look at me but I simply ignore their gaze and throw myself on my bed... ‘ It's a very long day. ’

“ Y/n, you okay? ” I buried my face on my pillow. I just nodded and stick my thumb up like an approved gesture. The sun is setting, I'm exhausted, I'm confused, shocked. I just want this day to be over... Again I felt my eyes teared up. A sudden thought hits my mind...

Perhaps, I should better keep my distance from him. Before it's too late. I can control this, everything's gonna be alright...