A Perfect But Not So Perfect Match |Levi x Reader|

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Y/n's POV

After that incident I rushed to find my friends inside the mess hall, I can't understand what they're laughing about, but they seems so happy and that makes me smile. I'm quietly listening to them while eating my food and when I saw them laugh, I'm letting out a soft chuckle...

I feel bad for doing this.I don't wanna pretend,  I really do want to enjoy every moment with them, but because of what happened... It's really difficult.

“ Hey! Y/n! ” Suddenly I snap back to reality. They're looking at me so I look at them cluelessly.

“ I'm just asking if you still want that bread... ” I look at the bread on my plate then handing is to Sasha.

“ Oi Sasha!! Y/n barely eats anything!! ” Jean scolds her but I just chuckled.

“ It's okay haha.. I'm pretty full already ” Sasha smiled at me and quickly devours the bread.

“ Guys I'm gonna head back first... I'm at the city all day so I'm really exhausted... Also~ tommorow is my last examination haha ” I said then stands up.

“ Yeah, we should let her sleep early cause tomorrow is going to be a long day for her... ” Armin said and I saw Marco nodded. I smiled at them and waved good bye.

When I'm close to the staircase, I quickly turn my way and headed outside instead. When I open the door, the gentle breeze quickly hits my face. I slowly walks to the staircase and sat on it.

I need this. Peaceful surrounding combine with the gentle wind. This helps me to at least lifts up some weight I'm carrying. I remember, when I was still in the village. It's more quieter, and the large meadow you can see day and night will put you in instant relief...

“ Is something bothering you... ” I froze for a moment and look at my back.

“ Krista... Hi ” I thought I convinced everyone... I smile at her but she just look so worried. Ever since I know her, she's always like that. She always puts everyone's needs before her.

“ Of course not... I'm just, tired. That's all haha ” I tried convincing her... But I guess she can literally see right through me. I sigh and patted the floor, inviting her to sit with me.

“ I already noticed it Y/n... Since you came back. I know there's something wrong. ” I just listened to what she says.

“ Sorry, it's obvious. Isn't it? ” she shooked his head.

“ No actually. You greeted us like normal. You smile like everything's alright. In short you acted naturally ” She explains, I furrowed my brows and scoff.

“ So how did you find out ? ” I ask cause I'm really curious on how she found out.

“ You're smart haha If I told you, I know you're gonna do something about it so, its better if you don't know how I found out ” She said and look at me smirking. I look at her surprise.

“ Haha! You think pretty quickly! ” I laugh and she just chuckled. Though if I'm really 'good' at everything, then she should be convinced by my actions earlier.

“ It's nothing to worry about... ” I added. I heard her sigh... Did she notice something again? I mean its really nothing to worry about... I just couldn't put into words how upset I am.. And I can't determine what is happening...

“ I've been there before... You know, when Ymir and I just starting to noticed that we have feelings for each other. ” My eyes widened, and my body shiver ‘ Did she just say, feelings towards each other..? ’