Shayne

Chapter 14

(Amber's Pov)

I was currently driving home from the mall but I didn't find anything that I wanted to buy so it was a waste of time really. Me and my mum had moved back here after a year of being away because that's what my dad wanted. We didn't manage to get our old house back but we did manage to live on the same street as before, right opposite Shayne's house to be exact which is why I have the bedroom at the front of the house so I can see her. I have been living in the new house with my mum for a few weeks now but I still haven't mustered up the courage to go and speak with Shayne, I mean how can I my Dad just upped us and we left in the night not giving me chance to even see her.

 So far I have been able to stay un noticed and I can see she is hanging around with someone new that moved in to my old house, they looked close. I haven't really seen hanging with anyone else I wonder if she ever moved on from me or even has a new girlfriend now, well I couldn't blame her I did just leave and I didn't even contact her when I could have.

As I was pulling up to my drive I saw Shayne with her brother, Tom, Charli and that other girl by a car putting bags in it, I wonder where they were going and how long for. I turned my car off and got out I tried to shut my door as quietly as possible but it still made a sound "shit" I cursed to myself hoping that no one heard. 

I stood there for a second looking at my car then I lifted my head and looked over towards Shayne and to my regret she was looking at me to, we locked eyes and I saw her mouth drop open "omg she knows its me" I thought to myself. I saw the girl walk up behind her and pat her on the back when she looked at her I took my opportunity to run in to my house.

I shut the front door and ran up to my room to look out the window, I saw them walk to the car and get in then they drove off. I went and sat on my bed thinking about Shayne, she looked good no more than good she was sexy as hell and she looked like she had more muscle and was more toned than I remember. 

I started to let my tears fall down my face, I miss her, I miss us but I don't deserve her not after what I put her through she deserves someone better than me. She deserves an explanation as to why I just left and never got in touch though I owe her that much at least and that's what I will do when she comes back. 

"Honey are you ok? why are you crying?" my mum said as she sat next to me, when did she even come in my room. 

"I miss her mum and dad ruined that for me, this is all his fault" I screamed in between sobs. 

"aww I know sweetie he ruined both our lives, I never wanted us to move that's why I brought us back after what he did. But darling you need to go and talk to her you never know she might understand" my mum said trying to comfort me. 

"I know mum but I don't know how to, what if she just slams the door in my face and never wants to see me. After all I never responder to her texts, I just ignored her" I said.

"Give her a chance I'm sure you 2 will work it out, it may just take some time" she kissed my head and left me to my thoughts. But I knew she was right, I just need to suck it up and speak to her.