Unexpected |A Hellsing Alucard Love Story|

Order 16: A moment of weakness

Ever since my encounter with the priest a month ago, my hunger has been increasing. I know that if I had consume his blood, that preist would've been dead before he even could say the vile things that spew pass his lips. He wouldn't have a jaw to speak with.

I should have ripped it out when I had the chance.

My hunger hasn't been affecting my work so far but lately I do find it harder to control myself around my human peers. Hence, why I've been training alone and going on missions alone.

I've requested this to Commander Fargason about a week after my fight with the preist.

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We've just finish taking out a vampire and it's ghouls here in the south of London, terrorizing a small neighborhood.

I approached the commander, eyes darkening and trying to maintain my composure around the blood.

"Commander" I called out to him as he turned to look at me from talking to another member of the organization.

"Yes, what is it?" He asked as we walk away from the other members.

"I would like to start doing more missions alone for a while as well as training" We stop a few feet away.

"Why the sudden change?" He questioned, piqued.

".....I'm pretty sure you might have a clue as to why" I simply reply. He looked at me for a moment longer in silence, before nodding his head.

"I'll grant it to you...just make sure you have your particular situation under control soon"

With that I walk pass him and into the darkness of the woods close by.
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I'm by myself in the training room, shooting bullets into my target, trying to distract myself from the obvious ache of my stomache.

My stomach growls in hunger and drool collects in my mouth. I'm hungry, really hungry but I don't want to consume blood. Human food will merly just sedate this forever hunger, human food can only hold me off for so long.

It will never satisfy me fully. Only sustain my ever growing need for blood, for blood is the essence of a soul and if that soul is evil and corrupted then the better the taste, the more strength I can receive from that person's very sin. I hate when I get like this because just thinking about it makes my mouth water more and makes the hunger pains grow even more. But I need to control myself. I need to get my hands on something to eat and quick.

A familar scent hits me and I hold my breath to prevent myself from exhaling it. He's here with me right now in this empty room.

Talk about a bad timing.

I've been avoiding him and the police girl too for the same reason. I don't want to lose control and bite them. Any blood at this point will do, it doesn't matter if a person is human or not, sinned or not.

"I know you're in here with me vampire" I manage to say, struggling to even speak "....what do you want?"

"You hunger for blood" He says from behind me his footsteps is the only sound I hear as he gets closer towards me. My eyes widen and I immediately turn around to face him.

"Don't come any closer!" I hiss.

"How long will you continue to torture yourself like this?" He ignores my warning, stepping even closer towards me. I take more steps away from him.

"Just stay back!" I shout at him, smelling his scent. I just want a bite, just one bite. I create a wall of black smoke like shadows to seperate the two of us, and to prevent him from coming any further. There is silence between us, the only noise being heard is my heavy and troubled breathing.