Fake, everyone is so fuckin fake including me but some things shouldnt have to be a trend for example people that have this opinion on what depressed people are meant to be like.
Like they cant find things fun they always have to post sad shit or there not really sad or they can't be happy in moments.
Fuck no, depression is dark and dangerous it can rip you apart from the inside and it can make you feel like you are nothing and some people are better at hiding that pain then others just because they are living there life as what people would say "normal" doesn't mean they are any less broken inside .
it's the people that are close to them that are meant to see that they are hiding the demons that are killing them or at least checking up on them so they don't feel alone or you are going to wake up one day and they won't be there smiling and laughing at your jokes anymore or texting you out of the blue. They will be gone and I want people the understand that.Listen, see and make them feel like being broken isn't a bad thing because not everyone can be fixed it just takes longer for people.
And most of all do not hate the people that have lost the battle to there thoughts, it's harder said then done trying to get better and loving life again. Some people just can't do it and I know it sucks but they needed the break and even though it's forever know that they truly found there happiness somewhere else.
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Welcome to the hell I call my brain.
Non-FictionI have these thoughts in my head and I hope I find people that have the same. Enjoy or ignore idc .