Can I,
I think I can , iv never felt this way before.
It's fucked , it's toxic , im wrong.
I shouldn't
But what if I don't or what if I do .
I want to.
I can't.
I think I should.
I won't .
I feel like I need too.
STOP
I'm getting hives, I'm stressed I need this.
I want it tho
GIVE IT A FUCKIN REST
Why am I like this
I want it but I lost it , I took it apart and broke it.
I wanted it fixed but I can't , it's happy so why can't i be.
It didn't deserve it , it's happy I'm just petty I needed the love but I chose to not want it.
I miss it , I hope it misses me. I have feelings but I think I need to breathe.
I want it now that I can't have it.
It was mine well that's the way I saw it
I don't know how I'm gonna get over it.
It's ur choice , u choose it , nothing is on them, u should own that .
You can't help , it's too bad , YOU FUCKED UP
So sad.
YOU ARE READING
Welcome to the hell I call my brain.
No FicciónI have these thoughts in my head and I hope I find people that have the same. Enjoy or ignore idc .
