Close your eyes, picture freedom and flashing lights, the rush of dancing with your friends as you laugh with each other while having the biggest smile on your face, Feel the happiness it brings you and don't let it go.
Think of the flowers outside your window as it rains, think of the sound of the pouring rain and how it makes you feel at home.
Remember the feeling of your youth when dirt made you happy how if you found a feather you'd feel like a king and know that it is golden in your eyes.
That feeling will save you from your dark thoughts it might take awhile but it will I hope. Know that later you will laugh at what you've done even if it takes years.
You've done it before you can do it again. Because this right here is you're peace.
You're calm.
YOU ARE READING
Welcome to the hell I call my brain.
No FicciónI have these thoughts in my head and I hope I find people that have the same. Enjoy or ignore idc .
