CHAPTER: 85
"She always praised how beautiful the moon was, it was, yes, but I always failed to make her believe she was prettier."
-Josephine Westeros
JUNG KOOK'S POV
I came back to Tae's apartment at around 2 in the morning. I was sober after almost a month. I looked around the house and it was messy. It was as if I was living in junk, trash.
I took a deep breath and removed my jacket and pants. I got myself into my shorts and started cleaning. I knew I wasn't going to fall asleep even though I was tired so I decided it's better to do something rather than shoving myself into alcohol which doesn't help me sleep either.
It took me around 2 hours to clean the house. I then cleaned myself and after that laid on bed. I closed my eyes and all I could think of was Y/n.
She is the first thought when I wake up and the last before I fall asleep. It doesn't matter that her hurt left a scar, what matters is this scar is worth living for. But even so I decided to let go because I couldn't take her anymore.
It's me who is a coward. It's me who doesn't have the courage to face her.
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I spent my entire time thinking about how I was going to face y/n after so many days that I didn't even realize it was morning already.
I got off the bed, went for a bath and prepared something for myself. It was again after a month that I decided to have breakfast. I need a lot of energy to face both Y/n and my mother so I thought breakfast might help.
Once I was done. I went for my laptop and reviewed my work for the court hearing I have today.
As I was done with summing up, I called my client and talked to them about the hearing.
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It was noon when the court was adjourned. We won the case!
I was on my way back to the office when I got a call from mother. She reminded me not to break her promise and show up with y/n. I told her as promised we will be there and hung up.
I was in the office till six.
When I was done I left the remaining work for Miss Jo and drove towards our house.
On the way all I was doing was preparing myself to face her. I wanted to call her but I decided it's better to go home and wait for her.
After about an hour of driving I reached our place at seven. I parked my car and got out only to be welcomed by a dull garden but I wasn't surprised. I already knew it would happen.
I took a deep breath and looked at the house.
Though we started good at this house but our memories are all haunted and black in this house.
I was about to walk but I saw Y/n's car parked in her spot. For a second I thought she was home and I prepared myself for her yelling and crying.
I took another deep breath and walked towards the entrance. I pushed the door bell and waited but nobody answered. So, I rang it again and still no one answered.
I looked around for a while and looked at y/n's car again. Her tires were flat. A sense of relief gushed me.
I took my keys and opened the door. It was all dark when I looked around because the curtains were down and the house smelled funny as if it has been closed for days.
I turned on the lights. The house was looking as if nobody lived here. Everything was on its place it was just everything was dusty.
I went to the kitchen and it was the same. It was all clean but had dust on it. It looked as if nobody has cooked anything since ages. I went for the refrigerator. There were some fruits, eggs, expired bread and the usual.
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