Deal or Death

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(Y/n) P.O.V

The feeling of eyes that stared at the back of my head forced me to run even faster back to my apartment where I was safe, and secure....well....whenever Papa was away.

Twigs snapped underneath my feet as I kept running forward. The feeling of the cool wind whipped past my face.
I had to get out of here!
The wind howled as I ran faster and faster until I came across a bridge with maybe almost a hundred cars travelling underneath it.

Now was my chance.

I looked back twords the woods as the wind blew more and more. Hail and sleet fell from the sky making my mind spin faster.

Three things were promising death.

The first was the racing cars if I jumped from the bridge and get hit. It was quick and easy, yet my mind would second guess plus there were also cars on the bridge as well, Someone could see me and try to stop me with the whole "There's more to your life than you know it..." cliche. I've been there before.

The second option was the raging cold along with the storm that was heading twords us. Grey and black clouds promising a white, freezing prison for the next few days. I would die due to hypothermia or get blue foot. Or just freeze to death. That would be a slow, cold and painful death.

And finally my third option was to let whatever was chasing me in those woods have their prey and get it over with. That was a good way to die in my opinion. I would just close my eyes and wait for it to pounce.

       'They all would work. Appa would be happy if I didn't come home, but...how would Jeongin feel when the police bring him home? Who's going to have to break the news that his Noona died? Who's going to protect him from Appa's rage? Where's he going to go on the weekends after school? Who will award him when he gets good marks on a test? What if....No. Don't think like that. Jeongin is dead. He's been dead for the past three months, Appa had the funeral, you were there by his side as your boyfriend protected you and held you from falling to the floor.'

I thought to myself over and over again.

Appa was questioned by the police over and over again about the abuse and what he could have done to him. They've asked me questions after questions but I just kept quiet. Afraid to face Appa's rage. So instead I lied and said that Jeongin killed himself because he missed Eomma... I promised to follow behind him but I was caught by Appa. So we buried his body far off in the woods, we didn't tell the police because we were following right after.

It was a perfect alibi, the police tried changing our minds and tried getting us to live but we came clean and reminded them that we were a family and family sticks together. We wanted to be a family.

I stood at the foot of the woods biting my lip. It has to be now or never.

Jump.

I ran to the bridge as cars zoomed past me. The feeling of the wind kept my heart pacing loudly in my ears. My legs wobbled underneath me as I held on close to the edge, I could hear honking cars as they pass by but not a single person pulled over.

       'Go ahead, climb the railing and let go. You have no use of this life anymore, just jump'

I swung my legs over and stared down at the cars moving. The feeling of my body vibrating along with the cars passing made my breathing hitch. I felt numb and cold as the wind began to pick up. The hairs stood on the back of my neck as I carefully scooted closer to the edge. I looked up at the sky and smiled.

"Eomma... Jeongin...I'm coming home to yo-"

"You know, I always wonder why people who are on the verge of death always say things like 'I'm coming home, Eomma. I'm done with living' it's a touching moment for last words but do you honestly believe you're going into heaven?"

I look back at the owner of the voice as my legs trembled against the concrete railing. My cold breath puffed as I stared at the dark haired man in front of me.

"Excuse me?"

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A/N:
Ok ok, this is like the fourth story if published. Let me just say that I'm sorry. If you have been reading my works then just know that I apologize for deleting without informing. I just lose all hopes and inspiration for my stories. I promise this will pull through.

Anyway I hope you enjoyed! Bye!~ <3

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