This one is for you - Charles Leclerc ff. (In English)

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ɪs ɪᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅɪᴇs? ᴀʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ʙᴏᴛʜ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅs? ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ 'ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴡᴇ'ʀᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ?

-Don't pretend like you don't feel anything for me!-I shouted after the boy, fighting with my tears.

-Then what the hell should I do Sarah? Should I pretend like this never happened? Did I mean anything to you at all, huh? If not ,then why are you still wearing the fucking necklace I gave to you? -he turned back.

- I... I've never said that you didn't mean anything. You meant a lot to me. You still do, but you are unable to accept it!

-So it's my fault, right? IT'S ALWAYS MY FUCKING FAULT!-everything burst out of him.

-Oh my God, Charles. Stop being hysterical. He asked me out, I rejected him. You're freaking out, even though I didn't do anything wrong! Tell me what did I do to make you treat me like this?-I looked at him with a disappointed expression.

-Okay, if you won't say it, I will. It didn't mean anything. We're done!-he said, then took a deep breath. I couldn't believe that he said it. I couldn't hold back my tears, he broke my heart with his words. I was tired of everything and for the first time, I felt like how I felt when we first met.

-How the hell did we get here Sarah?-he approached me. I took a step back and gasped for air. He wanted to touch my arms but I pulled them away.

-No Charles. You're starting to change back to the person you were before our relationship.-I stared at the ground bitterly.- Who the hell are you and where is the Charles I fell in love with? The one I would sell my heart to the devil for?- I looked back at him.

-I'm ruining you Sarah. Look at yourself! What did I do to you..? - he whispered, then left the apartment.

He walked out of my life as easily as he walked into my heart.