his only friend- a yoonmin ff

party invitation

When Yoongi stands in front of his dorm room that evening, he's kinda hoping for Jimin not to be there. And that's never happened before... like ever! 

Jimin has always been the older's reason to want to come home after a rough day... and today has been rough as hell! 

Fuck, why did he let the younger get so close to him anyways?! 

Oh, right... because he's Jimin.

Yoongi can only hope that he'll be home alone tonight. He can't handle his feelings for the younger right now. 

Taking a deep breath, he opens the door - and his jaw drops. Jimin is home. And he looks stunning!

"Wha-What're you doing?"

Yoongi can't help but ask out loud, making the younger flinch. 

"Holy sh--- Yoongi!!! You scared me!"

"Not my fault you're a chicken. So, what're you up to?" 

He tries to stay casual about the most beautiful sight he's seen all day, walking into the room further to drop his bag next to his bed.

"Well... I was planning on going to a party, bu-but... um... I wanted to talk to you, first..."  

Jimin fumbles with his small fingers and gives Yoongi those cute irresistable puppy eyes. 

"I'm really, really sorry about what happened at lunch, Yoongi. I thought that maybe you were ready, now. I mean, you're my best friend, my home, my shoulder to cry on. You know things about me, nobody else does, and... I just really wanted you to meet them. They... they really are nice."

With his hands grabbing onto the hem of Yoongis shirt, Jimin truely looks like a puppy. And who can say no to a puppy? Yoongi can't help but smile shyly.

"It's alright, Jiminie. I just... my anxiety says 'fuck you' every time I try to talk to anyone, so... please don't make me talk to them, okay?" 

Jimin enthusiastically nods his head and hugs him for a fraction of a second.

"Thankyouthankyouthankyou!"

Well... that fraction is more than enough to send Yoongi's heart into overdrive. It's like he's frozen for a couple of seconds. Jimin happily shuffles around their room, searching for something, when Yoongi tries to pull himself together by rubbing his hand over his chest and slowly getting ready for bed.

"So... what party do you wanna go to tonight?"

Jimin grins up at him, holding the necklace he's obviously been searching for, and taking tiny steps towards his roommate.

"It's just some party I was invited to a couple of weeks ago, wanna come? I know you hate people, but parties also mean free beer, and you love beer, so... hey, can you help me real quick?"

Yoongi takes the necklace from his hand, gently turns him around and ties it around his neck. Once he's done, he lets his fingertips brush over Jimin's sensitive skin once more, before leaning down.

Don't ask him how he knows this, but Jimin has a sensitive spot right underneath his ear, which turns Yoongi on a tiny little bit, but it's also fun to just mess with the younger one like that.

His chest is touching Jimin's back now, and he can feel the younger leaning into his touch while Yoongi opens his mouth for a gentle whisper. 

"Even if there wasn't any beer I'd come with you if you'd ask me to, you know that right?"

Jimin visibly shudders under the older's touch. Yoongi has only recently begun flirting a little bit, but only to an extent that could still be read as 'friendly teasing'. And Yoongi is stunned out of his mind, that Jimin responds to his teasing a little too flirtatious at times. 

"So..."

The younger somehow manages to slowly turn around, looking into Yoongi's eyes, and shit, they're close.

I'm screwed.

"Will you come with me, then?"

...yes, screwed. I'm so screwed.

He's too close. 

Yoongi's heart is beating out of his chest. Their eyes don't want to let go of one another and the tension that stretches through Yoongi's silence is thick as hell. 

How did they even get into this position? 

Shit, Yoongi, say something you dumbass!

"Okay."

It's just a gentle whisper, but Yoongi receives the most beautiful eye-smile. He can't help but smile back at his... right... his best friend.

Fuck. Right! Pull yourself together, Yoongi! He's not yours, he's not even gay, so quit it!

"Alright, then... go get ready, we'll be leaving in 20."

Yoongi only nods while Jimin pokes his belly once, before stepping back and scratching his neck sheepishly.

What the actual fuck was that?!

If Yoongi wouldn't know any better - if the person in front of him would be anyone but Park Jimin - he could have sworn that he just saw him blushing.

But that's just not possible.
Park Jimin has a girlfriend.
He's straight.

And Yoongi should seriously start letting his crush on the younger go, and he knows it.