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Well, this party sucks. 


Why did Yoongi come here again? 

Oh, right! Because his stupid crush on his best friend makes him do shit he normally wouldn't.


Ugh, damnit!

Every time he looks around the room, he can't help but let a heavy sigh slip out of his mouth.

There are people dancing, getting drunk, playing beer pong or this stupid game of truth or dare they always play in fanfics... and then there's Yoongi. Watching them from a distance like the weirdo everybody makes him out to be, just because he's an introvert and supposedly gay.

Jimin stepped onto the dancefloor not too long ago, leaving Yoongi behind because the older refused. Why? Because one, he's a shitty dancer, and two, he's already fed up with people stumbling against him or giving him weird looks. So he's just standing in some corner, sipping on his beer every now and then while watching Jimin having the time of his life. 


About 20 minutes later, Jimin stumbles over to his roommate's side, his red cup already empty, cheeks covered by a soft pinkish colour.

"Oh gosh, it's too hot in here! Hey, I think I saw Eunbi like a minute ago, do you know where she went?"

Aaaand there goes Yoongi's smile. 

His mood immediately drops, just like his eyes that no longer hold as much warmth in them as before. Eunbi - Jimin's girlfriend - has been sneaking around the place for a couple of minutes now, so of course Yoongi has noticed. 

"*sigh* Jimin, I honestly don't care."

"Ugh, fine... You know, she's actually really nice once you get to know her."

"Yeah, if you're not weird and anxiety-driven like me. You know she doesn't like me and I don't like her, so..."

"Yeah, yeah, whatever. I still think you guys would get along just fine. Anyways, I'm thirsty, wanna grab another drink?"

Yoongi grins down at the younger again. Of course he'd think they'd get along. Nobody can defeat Jimin's optimism.

"Nah, I gotta go to the bathroom. Grab me another bottle while you're at it?"

"Will do. Don't leave me alone for too long, okay?"

"Why, miss me already?"

"What? No, I-- well, maybe, but--"

Yoongi giggles at his shy antics.

"Aish! Just gooo!"

With a small laugh he shoves Yoongi away and a wink later, the taller male starts pushing past drinking and kissing strangers. Yoongi eventually arrives at the bathroom door, not noticing the signs telling him that somebody might already be in there.

Maybe he should've noticed.
Maybe he should've heard.

Yes, he should've definitely heard, because what he sees next burns itself into his memory.

There she is.
Eunbi.
Getting pounded into by some jock.


Yoongi's blood runs cold. 

How dare she cheat on Jimin like that! 


But all of that anger vanishes when he hears Jimin calling out for him from down the hall.

"Yoongi, stop! Let me pee first!"

Shit! What if he sees?! Oh god, he'll be devastated and broken and hurt, and oh shit, he just can't-- 

So Yoongi does the only thing he thinks will work for now: He tries to push him backwards and cover his best friend's eyes as soon as he walks up to him.

"No! Jimin, you can't go in there!"


But Jimin doesn't see Yoongi's panicked facial expression. He doesn't catch the overly nervous atmosphere, so he giggles adorably cute. 

Yoongi's stomach drops.
His heart just can't take it.
How did he ever deserve to be treated this way?

"Yoongi, stop!"

He wrestles the older's hands away, giggling adorably while nudging him backwards again. But when he catches the tears in the older's eyes---

"Woahwoahwoah! What are you so worked up abou---"

---and hears that particular moan from inside the bathroom. 


Jimin's body freezes right on the spot. His smile drops. His face visibly pales.

He can't help but push Yoongi away and glance around the corner.

"EUNBI?!"

Jimin's eyes are blown wide open, hurt written all over his face at the sight of his girlfriend getting fucked against the bathroom sink. 

Yoongi feels horrible - helpless - watching his best friend bolt out of there without saying another word.


And Eunbi? She shamelessly moans and scratches the jock's back who's still pounding into her.

So Yoongi calls her a fucking slut, throws the nearest item at the dude's back, and runs after Jimin. 

Damn, that little brat is fast! 


When he finally catches up to him after running out of the building and a little further down the street, Yoongi stops him. Grabbing his wrist and yanking him towards himself, he's making the smaller face him. 

...and what he sees breaks his already wounded heart into a million tiny peaces. 

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