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Yoongi has been avoiding Jimin for four days now. 

The older roommate feels confused, lonely and lost. He knows it's all his fault for walking away like that, but it's the only solution he thought possible at the time. 

Yoongi's been letting his emotions take control for far too long, and he knows - he knows - this needs to stop!

Yoongi needs to let go.
To move on.
He needs to breathe

Jimin is not gay! 

Why the fuck does he have such a hard time getting it into his thick head?!

But avoiding the younger just feels like... he just... he suffers the consequences of not being around Jimin, so how can it be the right thing to do?!

It doesn't feel right! 

Drowning in self-isolation and self-pity, he's been successfully avoiding his long-time crush for four. freaking. days. But within those days he's felt so lonely, so depressed, so... wrong like never before.

Yoongi really doesn't like his so-called "solution".





And Jimin?

Oh man, Jimin is beyond annoyed. He's pissed!


The younger has been trying to get a hold of Yoongi every morning, every freaking lunch break and every goddamn evening, but the older is just... he's just never there!

So after trying for four long days, Jimin decides to just wait it out. 

Maybe Yoongi will come around? Maybe tomorrow he will just stand there and apologize for being such a jerk... but then again, it's Yoongi. Yoongi is so stubborn, he won't be coming around that easily...


Jimin is so very hurt right now that he's almost convinced that he won't be the one to make the first move. Nope. Certainly not this time. He's done nothing wrong! He just wanted his friends to meet each other. Was it so wrong of him to at least try to bring them together?

And why does it make Jimin so... frustrated?

Why does the older's behaviour make his chest burn like a wildfire?


Shaking his head in confusion, he grabs his water bottle and heaves a sigh before getting up and leaving his last dance class for the day.

On the way out he bumps into Jeongguk.


"Hey dude, why the long face?"

"Oh, it's.. it's uh... no, I'm alright, really."

Jeongguk looks him up and down.

"I call bullshit. Did you finally get a hold of Yoongi?"


The deep frown and slow gulp of his hyung tells him everything Jeongguk needs to know.

"Oh, come ooon! What's going on between you guys?"

"Nothing is going on."

"Bullshit."

"I don't know, okay?! Now quit it, I don't wanna talk about it!"

Jeongguk suddenly stops walking and takes Jimin by the wrist.

"Hyung. Hyung! Stop!"


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