his only friend- a yoonmin ff

it's ok

Jimin wakes up to the most comforting warmth he's ever experienced. 

Two strong arms hold him close, press him against a firm chest. His legs are tangled with the other one's, and the way the other person's smell invades his senses, makes him feel so very safe.

But wait... isn't that... wait, is that... Yoongi's shampoo?

He opens his eyes in a panic.
He sees him.
He sees Yoongi's face right in front of his own.

Their noses are almost touching, making his breath hitch - and his whole body is set ablaze. 

Why the fuck is he cuddling his best friend?!
His presumably gay best friend!

...and most importantly: what is this warm and bubbly feeling that's spreading throughout his stomach the longer he looks at Yoongi?

Then he remembers yesterday.

The party... Eunbi cheating... and Yoongi.

Fuck! Shit! Fuck! Fuck!!! 

Jimin isn't supposed to feel attracted to Yoongi. He isn't supposed to be longing for the older's touch, his strong arms, his heavy breath upon his neck. 

Jimin is not gay!

Suddenly everything feels awkward, his heart is beating way too fast, and when Yoongi stirs awake, Jimin's breath hitches yet again. The sight of his roommate who is gently smiling down at him causes a way too bubbly feeling inside of his stomach. 

It's not supposed to be that way!

"Morning..."

Holy shit! Since when does Yoongi have such a rough and sexy morning voice!

The bubblyness shoots right into Jimin's gut and he can't breathe, can't move. His eyes grow wide and Yoongi immediately knows something is off. The longer they look at each other, the stronger Jimin's need to apologize gets.

"'m sorry..."

Jimin's whispered apology hits Yoongi like a truck even though he should've known. 

Of course Jimin would apologize. As if the younger actually enjoyed yesterday's intimacy.

Tch, Yoongi, you're so stupid!

Jimin can literally see Yoongi's hurt expression, before it gets covered up by his usual bored expression.

A mask.

A mask he's been wearing for way too long, now. It makes Jimin's heart clench. He's never even noticed until now... Shit, does that mean, Yoongi's been hurting this whole time? Is Yoongi okay?

But his thoughts are being cut off by that voice. That soft and caringly low voice that makes his heart skip a beat.

"It's okay, Jimin-ah. You're hurt, and crying doesn't mean you're weak or anything... I mean, she cheated on you, of course you're hurt! So... It's okay to get carried away."

With that said, Yoongi untangles himself from Jimin and gets up and away from him.

"Hyung, no---"

"It's ok to feel what you feel right now. And I'm sorry for falling asleep on you... hope it doesn't make you feel uncomfortable..."