his only friend- a yoonmin ff

into me

"I'm just... gonna go get a partner."

Jimin's head hangs low, grip ever so tight around his almost empty cup. 

He doesn't like Blue. He doesn't like her at all. 

Fuck her and her privilege to touch Yoongi that way.
Fuck her privilege to smile at him without anybody giving them weird looks. 

Oh, how much he wants to be in her shoes right now!

Blue on the other hand lights up even more, standing on her tippy toes to look through the crowd to find someone who would certainly join their game.

"Yes! What about that girl over there--- what's her name again?"

Yoongi's eyes wander towards Jimin, gaze fixed on the younger's face for a little too long. He clears his throat to snap out of it and look over Jimin's shoulder towards the girl Blue points her finger at. 

"Miri. Her name's Kim Miri." 

"Right! Beautiful but easy. Such a waste, but oh well... you guys don't move, I'll be right back!"

But as soon as Blue leaves, Jimin gulps down his drink, throws the cup into some random corner and pushes Yoongi against the wall behind him.

"Y-yah! Jimi--"

"What the fuck, hyung?! Since when are you and that smartass a thing?! I thought she was into girls. I thought you were into guys, and now you're suddenly all over each other?! I mean---"

"So what's it to you?"

The older tries to stay calm, brushing Jimin's hands off him, but Jimin is so angry, he tries to push him further into the wall. 

"This is just not you, hyung, I---"

Hyung. Again. 

Okay, Yoongi's definitely had enough, now. How dare Jimin call him hyung when he's obviously jealous?!

"You're seriously calling me hyung? That's what I am to you, Jimin? Your brother? Your friend?"

The sudden outburst certainly takes Jimin by surprise. 

His hold on the older softens a little bit and his eyes show nothing but confusion. Their arms and legs are tangled with each other as both of them were desperately trying to overpower the other male only seconds ago. 

Blue - of course - didn't go to talk to Miri. She went to sit on some chair, watching the whole scene go down while gracefully sipping on her drink.

"What do you want me to call you, then?"

With that, Yoongi succeeds to grip Jimin's wrists, spin them around and pin the younger to the wall instead.

"YOONGI, for fuck's sake! You never had a problem with calling me by my first name before, so why the fuck are you acting up all of a sudden!!!"

"I am acting up? "

Jimin's eyes grow wide. 

"Who started ignoring me? Who stopped being my friend just so he could hoe around with some blue-haired wanna-be lesbian? You did! You let me down, Yoongi! That's on you!"

Jimin doesn't understand. 

Yoongi harshly takes both of Jimin's hands into one of his, and grabs the younger's chin between his thumb and index finger to make him look into his eyes.

"You brat, I never hoed around with anybody! Think for once, Jimin! Why do you think I ignored you, huh?!"

Jimin's heart skips a beat as he sees tears gathering at the rim of Yoongi's eyes. He's so close... so angry, yet so unbelievably hot right now!

"I didn't want you to choose, okay?! I never wanted you to be put on the spot, Jimin! You didn't want to let your friends down and I didn't want any rumors to start spreading because of me! Don't you get that if you would've spent any more time with me instead of your friends, people would've assumed that we're dating? "

Yoongi's breath comes out rough and heavy, and Jimin can't help his own breath from speeding up like crazy. 

Shit, every squeeze of Yoongi's hand, every brush of the older's chest against his own, every second that passes turns Jimin on. He's honestly having a hard time to process the older's words. They're too close.

"Fucking think about it, Jimin! You wouldn't have wanted that shit..."

Oh, but he does. He so does!

Yoongi's eyes keep him captive. The grip on his wrist softens, just like the tone of the older's voice.

"And for Blue... Not long ago, you said that I needed more friends, remember? And now that I found a friend - a real friend - you suddenly start calling me hyung and act as if you're jealous. You can't do that, Jimin. People will talk."

"Yeah, but---"

"I know those rumors would only harm you, I'm gay, Jimin. I can read the signs! You acted like I mean something to you! You acted like we're more than just friends, a-and... shit! You're just so gentle, so nice, so goddamn beautiful, how the hell can I stop falling for you?! "

What?! Wowowow wait!

Did Yoongi just confess to Jimin? 

Not noticing Jimin's growing eyes and blushing cheeks, Yoongi just keeps on rambling.

"I know that you're not gay, not even bi! Just... please, Jimin, can't you just reject me so I can move on?"

"Yoongi..."

Jimin tries to verbalize his emotions but his voice only comes out in a whisper. He can't talk right now. His emotions take control of every cell in his body, so the younger slips one of his hands into Yoongi's, intertwining their fingers and Yoongi leans his forehead against the younger's while desperately squeezing his small chubby hand. 

"Please don't hate me."

Yoongi's quiet plea is crushing Jimin's heart full force. He can't see Yoongi this broken. He needs to change that. He needs to do something about it. And he needs to do it now!

... but his mind is blank.

All he sees is Yoongi's dazed expression. The hurt in his eyes. The curve of his beautiful lips.

Oh boy, those lips!

Jimin barely hears what Yoongi is saying, hypnotized by his want, his need to kiss the older. 

Yoongi on the other hand feels the need to open up to Jimin - to justify his feelings for him. It's not that he feels obligated to tell the younger, he just wants him to know.

"You are my safespot, Jimin. You always try to lift my grumpy ass mood and help me out whenever I need someone. You know me better than anyone else, fuck, you're the person I need the most, and I totally ruined our relationship! You simply gave me attention and I---"

"No, baby, you---"

"--- totally took it the wrong way. I'm so sorry about pushing those feelings onto you... you're straight! Youre straight, you don't even like me like that!"

Yoongi interrupts Jimin once again, not realizing the petname that just slipped out of the smaller's mouth.

But, holy shit, Jimin notices! 

And with that, the younger finally decides to swallow all of his doubts, realizing that there's only one way to shut the older up before he actually starts crying.

"Fuck, I messed up so bad, please---"

And suddenly there's a pair of soft plush lips taking Yoongi's breath away for good.