-𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝙻𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗- |Bee duo| Tubbo x Ranboo

26. painful days.

An: this is cringe and sad. Lol.
Anyways. I know that you're reading this Luna. :)

Chapter made: October 17th 2022
Hope y'all will enjoy this KEKW
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Tw:
Swearing (tommy)
Mentions of sensitive stuff
Slight mention of depression-ish
Childhood trauma ECT.
Y'all know the drill.
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Summary:
Tubbo begins to realize how small,
Dark and painful the world is without
A lover to hold him in their arms.
Which is sad.
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Tubbo woke up.
Like every other day.

Tubbo wonders sometimes when will be the last time he'll go to sleep and NOT wake up.

But he assumes it'll take a little longer than expected.

He got of his bed, and changed his clothes.

He didn't feel like going to school today..

Not at all...

Especially since it'll only remind him of Ranboo.

And he hates it.
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Tubbo slowly went downstairs.

"Morning Tubbo!" Niki greeted him.

"Morning mama-" Tubbo said back.
Niki smiled, being honored to be called Tubbo's mother.

"Did you sleep well?" Niki questioned.

"It could've been better- but overall I've slept well.."

There was a bit of silence.

"Yeah-"
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Did he sleep well?
No.
Not really.
He saw them.
He saw his beloved in his dream.

Telling him he's proud of him, and to be strong, and that if he'll be patient he'll be back soon.

Tubbo wanted to believe it as much as he could, but- in the end..,

It was worthless anyway.

"Oh-- well- at least you've gotten some sleep and that's more than alright!" Niki said with a gentle smile.

It was just the two of them in the kitchen.

Since Dream had left for his early classes, and Puffy was still asleep.

She had a home office today.

And Niki was getting ready to the bakery.

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Tubbo didn't want to talk to Niki at all
Actually...

But Niki is his new Mom after all.
And she's also became his best friend.

She's been all he's wanted ever since he was a child.

A good, stable mother figure that isn't going anywhere.

And Niki's been perfect for that role.

Tubbo likes Niki a lot.
Ever since Puffy started to date her, Tubbo knew that he was gonna love her.

One thing he hates though..

Is the fact that this isn't his true family...

His family is gone.
Broken apart into millions of pieces.