A/n: one of the most angst chapters in this book even though you won't notice :)
We're going to the end sadly :(
But hey! We still got a few chapters to go through!
Chapter made November 20th. 2022.
(Around midnight lol)
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Summary
Loving someone is easy,
It has it's mistakes,
But you manage.
Until god decides
To take them away.
In short, Tubbo receives news.
News he never wanted to hear.
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Tw:
Mentions of death
Loosing a partner
Death
Cursing
Angst
Mentions of religion
Panic attacks
Breakdowns
Mentions of wanting to commit
Sū!cide
Su!cidal thoughts
Anxiety attacks
Slight mention of ED!
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Stay safe everyone <3 :(❤️
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The whole ride home felt like hell.
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Tubbo couldn't sleep.
He couldn't eat.
He couldn't think.
Is this how missing your loved one feels?
Tubbo craved love.
Tubbo craved Ranboo.
But, his Ranboo was going through a surgery right now.
God damn it.
Tubbo doesn't even wanna think about that.
It makes him feel sick.
Sick to the stomach.
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It gets harder to breathe by each second Tubbo is away from his beloved.
His mind isn't thinking straight.
His body feels numb.
He feels like as if Ranboo was already dead ..
But he isn't!
He will live.
Right?
20% chance is still a chance...
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Tubbo, feels Anxiety crawling up to him, hitting him in the face with anxious thoughts.
Tubbo, is anxious, and scared.
Tubbo is scared.
He's afraid, horrified even.
He can't let Ranboo go..
He can't let him out of his mind.
As hard as Tubbo tried to calm down.
Tubbo sees Ranboo everywhere.
He sees Ranboo's gentle smile.
Their fluffy hair glowing in the light, his pretty eyes he could get lost in any minute.
Tubbo needs Ranboo.
*I hope you're okay..*
Tubbo thinks, but he definitely knows Ranboo isn't okay.
In fact, he can be dying right now, and Tubbo can't do anything.
Tubbo closes his eyes, as he sees Ranboo once again.
He jumps up in fear.
He can't do this anymore.
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-𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝙻𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗- |Bee duo| Tubbo x Ranboo
TeenfikceTubbo, a young boy blinded by the Love towards his lover, not knowing the dark secrets Ranboo hides. While Ranboo, who is a boy who falls a little too hard in love. Even to the point of sacrificing everything, for Tubbo to be his. They both are love...
