Innocence (Ben Bruce)

chapter 15

I woke up with my eyes swollen and stuck together. I opened my eyes slowly and saw the sunlight shining through my window

"Agh fucking sunlight" I groaned and tossed on my side. I had no desire to get out of bed. More like I had no desire to see Emily. Why the hell did she have to scream at me? I do understand that she cares about me, but that was the wrong action to take.

Thinking about the subject made me angry. Ugh. I trotted out of bed and went downstairs. I really had no desire to see Emily but I live with her so I couldn't get out of this one.

I saw Emily and angel eating, like always, they were fat buddies so this was normal. Emily looked up at me and literally ran out of the room. incredible. Angel was looking at me with sad eyes.

"What" i spat at him

"Rachel, please don't be angry with me. I just want to get some reason into you. I'm not angry with you, but I am disappointed. Why would you let him do that to you? Have the consequences crossed your mind even once? He's a singer and he's famous. He's in a band and he probably just has a lot of sex with a million girls and then just leaves them. A one night stand. And from all the years from knowing you, I'm pretty sure you don't want that. Nor are you that type of girl" He said carefully and sweetly. He knew that hurt me because he hugged me immediately. Tears started to stream down my cheeks, I looked at him and said

"I'm not angry with you, at all. I understand why shes so mad at me, shes just looking looking out for me because she cares about me. I know what I did was wrong but I cant have you disappointed at me, I know he's famous and that he could do that to me so easily but he told me he didn't want to have a one night stand. That's why we didn't have sex, and I believed him. Plus he asked me out on a date, but he's just different, but please just don't be disappointed, please" I sobbed. By now I was like river.

"Shh Shh love, its okay. I'm not disappointed, but just be careful okay?"

This is what i loved about Angel. He has always been so caring and understanding. And I know Emily is the same way. That's why we got along so easily. I let myself out of Angels arms and walked to the living room and stood in front of the TV.

"Um Rachel, your blocking the view" Emily said

"I am the view" i said laughing. she had a ghost of a smile on her face

"I know you want to laugh C'mon" I said

"move" she said in a serious tone.

I ran up to her and started tickling her

"RACHEL AHH STOOP. IM GONNA AHH HAHAHHAHA- OH MY GOD- I CANT BREATH ANGEEEEL HELP ME, AHHHH"

I finally decided to stop while gasping for air, I was laughing so much.

"I hate you" She said while rolling her eyes

"Oh Ms. Hernandez, did you just roll your eyes at me?" I said seriously. She turned to me and had this huge grin on her face

"You've been reading Fifty Shades Of Grey haven't you?" She said smirking

"Why yes i have. Now if you ever roll your eyes at me I will punish you, such as taking you across My knee. So don't make me go all Christian grey on you babe"

she raised her hands up in the air and screamed with fear in her eyes

"Oh Nonono, I promise Ms. Grey i wont roll my eyes at you again. I'm sorry!"

We both bursted out laughing

"What lesbians." Angel mumbled under his breath

"Oh Emily your perfect, I love you! and thank you for getting me into this sick twisted book, I love it!" i said hugging her

"Oh my god Rachel your very welcome! but hey its a pretty good book! you learn things, maybe things you'll use with Ben but who knows! And I love you too. I'm sorry i got so angry. I just care about you so much and I don't want getting hurt. especially that. You know what I'm talking about. I cant have you doing that again. alright" she said honestly

"EMILY HERNANDEZ! how dare you say that! oh my god que pena, but who knows maybe i will use some things. I know you care about me, I understand. and yes, I know I'm trying my hardest not to do that again. Your amazing"

she smiled and just like that, everything was perfect again.