[✔️]The Bad girl Or The Bestfriend?(Jenlisa)(Liskook)

Chapter Nineteen

One day. Twenty four hours. That's the longest I have ever gone being mad at Jungkook in the last fourteen years. I think, somewhere deep inside, I knew if I make up my mind, I can be mad at him for longer, but I love him too much to let that happened.

Now? It's been a week since I last said a word to him, and that word being, 'hey.' which was said to five other people along with him. I am not just mad at him, I am angry and most of all, I am hurt. But he doesn't need to know about the hurt part, although I am sure he knows I am incredibly pissed.

After Jennie and I left the school that day, she took me to this diner and ordered chicken burger and fries for me, along with strawberry milkshake. I didn't cry, but I also didn't say a word as I ate my food in silence, and she didn't ask me to.

She didn't know about the kiss, but she knew that this was me reacting to the 'I love you.' Now, call me a selfish bitch because I can't bear the thought of Jungkook loving another person, but in reality, this has nothing to do with him loving Tzuyu.

I mean, of fucking course it would have shattered my heart when he would have said those words to Tzuyu in front of me, but what made me angry and broke my heart was that he said it not even thirty six hours later after we kissed.

It just made me feel like the kiss we shared - while it meant everything to me, it meant nothing more than shit to him. If anything, the kiss must have made him realise that he doesn't have feelings for me, and instead loves Tzuyu. And that is what makes me feel so fucking shitty. I almost feel used, but that's just exaggeration.

If he loved Tzuyu all this while, why the hell did he kiss me? I gulp at the thought, my eyes fixed on the sandwich lying in my lunch tray.

The least Jungkook could do was wait for a week before declaring his feelings for his girlfriend after kissing me like that. Sure, it was lust and all, I get it. But that kiss - god, I am starting to regret that kiss so fucking much, which I never thought was possible.

"You gonna eat that?" Jimin's voice snaps me out of my thoughts and I look across the table at him.

Tzuyu is sitting beside him, in the middle of him and Jungkook. Sure, I cannot just starting ignoring my whole group of friends, but no one can force me to interact with Jungkook, or with his girlfriend for that matter.

She knew what she was doing when she said those words to him in my presence, it was like she was waiting for my appearance. I know that wasn't the first time they exchanged the words in that day, because obviously, she wouldn't have looked so smug about it. She was aware how Jungkook was going to respond to her. Sure, she had insecurities and she was just marking her territory, but does anyone gives a fuck about my feelings? Absolutely not. Well, apart from Jennie because she has been literally 'baby-ing' me the whole week, as if she was afraid I'll break into two.

I wouldn't. What she doesn't know is that I break down every night in my bed so that I can hold it together the next day, so if she was expecting a breakdown in front of anyone, it wasn't going to happen.

"Nope, you wanna have it?" I ask Jimin, but before he can take it, Jennie slaps his hand away.

"You haven't eaten anything since morning, Lisa." She turns to me, and her eyes are wearing that stern look, "Eat that, now."

I roll my eyes, "You are worse than my dad."

"Actually, he asked me to keep an eye on you." She says and I know Jungkook catches his words because he's glaring at the two of us.

It's not like he hasn't tried to talk to me, he has called out my name in hallways, tried to get the two of us alone, but I always seemed to escape. I am not sure how much longer I can keep that up though.