[✔️]The Bad girl Or The Bestfriend?(Jenlisa)(Liskook)

Chapter Thirty Eight

I drop my fork on my plate and look at Jungkook who's frowning at me. "Will you take me home, right now?" I say and he frowns, but nods nonetheless as he takes a sip of water before standing up.

"Shit." Jennie curses under her breath as she tries to reach for me but I pull away.

Jungkook looks at Tzuyu but she gives him an understanding nod, "It's okay, I'll catch a ride with jisoo." She says but I am already walking away from the table by then.

I hear Jennie starting to follow me but when I look back, Jungkook stands in front of her, "I don't know what happened, but let it be for now." He tells her.

Jennie is about to argue when I scoff, turning to get out of the door. I step out under the dark sky and then I feel Jungkook behind me. He doesn't say a word as he takes my hand in his and we walk to his car.

"You wanna drive?" He asks and I shake my head, getting into the passenger seat.

He slides in the driver's seat before he turns the engine. We drive silently until I feel awful about this whole situation, "I am so sorry for ruining your dinner, I know you wanted to go to this place so bad but I asked you to leave it in between." I groan with my head in my hands, removing my glasses.

"Lily, it's fine. You wanna talk about what happened?" He asks and I shake my head but then nod.

"Sana happened." I snort, "They used to date, you know?"

I look over at him and he gives me an apologetic look, "I thought she told you." He says and I shake my head.

"You knew?"

"She was in the team back then as well, so like everyone knew. She started switching from one girl to another after they broke up last year." He says and I nod. "Who told you if she didn't?"

"Irene." I say and he shakes his head, "She said shit like they were each other's first and that one time she called her by Sana's name by mistake." I feel the tears pricking my eyes as I take a sucky breath in.

"Shit." Jungkook grimaces. "But it's Irene, Lily. She wanted to be in your head, and she is."

"That's not what this is about."

"Then?"

"She just said something I never imagined her to say, it was like she was mocking my feelings when she has spent all this time making me believe that she actually respects them somewhat. I mean, the fact that she said them to Sana with sarcasm just makes it worse." I finally feel a tear drop when Jungkook stops outside my house.

His hand comes over mine as he gives it a light squeeze, "Give her a chance to explain when she comes over, alright?" He says and I nod.

"I thought you didn't like her." I tell him honestly.

"I don't, but you obviously do." I nod at that and he sighs, "Do you want me to come in?" He asks and I shake my head.

"Wanna be alone for a while." I tell him and he nods.

I get out of the car, my phone buzzing with Jennie's name flashing but I ignore it as I make my way inside the house. I go upto my room and change out of my tight jeggings before pulling on my ladybug pjs. Yup, they are super cute and super comforting. I pull a loose t-shirt over my head and lay down in my bed.

My eyes stay fixed to my ceiling as a few tears slide down the side of my face but I immediately wipe them. I hate being a cry baby. It's just not me yet I find myself crying more than anyone else I know.

I was ready to give her a chance to explain, to give her time to come around before she told me about Sana - on her own fucking terms. But her words kind of blew me over, stabbing my heart like she had the power to crush it.