[✔️]The Bad girl Or The Bestfriend?(Jenlisa)(Liskook)

Fifty Four

It's been two days already.

How the fuck has it been two days already?

Or the right question is - how has it just been two days when it feels like an eternity has passed over? I haven't talked to Jungkook ever since he asked me to choose him, right after we kissed. I haven't talked to Jimin either, but it wasn't out of choice, it was because he didn't want to be anywhere around me.

As for Jennie, she hasn't been to school in two days.

I couldn't muster up enough strength to go to her place and confess, which is why right now I am sitting at the bleachers, getting flashbacks of what happened at the football ground two days ago. Apart from jennie, Jimin is the only person who knows this is where I will be.

None of those two would look for me, so it's safe to say no one would find me.

As for Rosé and Jisoo, they have been concerned for me but I have assured them that I am fine. Because I am fine - I mean, it's not like anyone died. There are worse things happening in the world and this is just part of my life. But they have given me my space when I have asked for it.

How long will I seat here thinking about how fucked up my life has become?

I have exhausted all my tears ever since Jennie broke up with me. Honestly, I never thought that our break up would impact me this way - because in the past, I didn't give two shits about the break up, especially with Jackson. Although I did feel a little guilty when Tae was hurt because I was too obsessed with my feelings of Jungkook to care for him.

So, the hurt of losing Jennie like this comes as an absolute shock to me. I miss her, I miss her so fucking much - I miss how she was so fucking carefree around me, how she talked to me about why she wants to be a lawyer.

A lawyer helped her with her mother's case, and just like that, she wanted to help people. I miss having her in my bed while the two of us just lied next to each other in absolute silence and contentment.

I miss her face. I miss her gummy smile. I even miss her tongue piercing.

I have gone nuts.

I stand up from the bleachers and make my way back in the school, looking for a gum in my bag since I skipped lunch again. My phone vibrates but I ignore it, aware that it would be Jungkook wanting to know why I am ignoring him.

Due to my horrible multi-tasking skills, I end up bumping into someone but at least I find a piece of gum. When I look at the person, my blood turns cold when I notice the very familiar red head. Her eyes meet mine and she looks just as surprised to see me.

"Tzuyu." I say, and she stares at me.

"Lisa." She nods in a hostile manner, but what did I expect - a hug and kiss on the cheek?

"How are you?" I ask, setting my backpack on my shoulders as I fidget a little nervously and she gives me a deadpanned look.

"Seriously? Is that all you have to say to me?" She scoffs and I swallow.

"Look, Tzuyu, I didn't even know when you guys broke up, he told me a little later and didn't tell me the reason for a while. But when he did, I felt horrible and I am sorry about it." I breathe and she continues to stare at me.

"That doesn't make it alright."

I nod, agreeing, "I know it doesn't, there's nothing I can do to make it right. But still, I am incredibly sorry."

She gives me a look, arching an eyebrow, "Are you?"

I kind of am, I really am sorry about her breakup with Jungkook because before then, my life was simplified but ever since he realised he might have feelings for me - my life has gone downhill in so many ways. I never thought I would say this, but things were simpler when they were dating.